Omen do exist.......a bit relieve........but still sad........haizzzzzzzz

well................extremely down.........esp these few days..............cant work properly...............think this time i really went too deep...........now i really dun dare to go into any r/s................this kind of pain.............i dun think i can take it anymore.........haha.......and worse.........i got 3hit combo..........this plywood construction...........i was the rep for it.........dun know if i did a good job...........i think i did terribly.........end up the grp members having conflict...........arrrrrrrrrrrrr..............i feellllllllllllllllllllll daaaaaaaaaaammmmmnnnnnnnnnnnn low............like worse than hell...........i think hell is a much better place.............where u just die and tt is it...............cos tt are physical pain...........i am totally tormented by this mental pain............to the heart..............to the spirit and soul....................

well............at least............today..........just now...........i went to tuition................and the student i teaching.........intro this song to me............haha..........i nearly lose the mood of teaching after hearing it............like............somehow..............this song appears to tell me sth...............well.................to let go is also love...........try it...........



如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去
!

tt is y i believe in fate...............everything happens ard you for a reason............every ppl u meet is there for a reason.............just observe and u will understand.................even a stranger can mean sth.............maybe this worse then hell event is telling me sth.............i dun know............just tt at least i know i may be doign the right thing.............she feel so stress with all the ppl toking abt her...........i just step back..............give her back her freedom..............let her be who she is............to work better in this course............this is wat i think this song is tellign me to do.................maybe i am too forceful................so i just have to step back...............and let it go..........haizzzzzz...............well...............i just have to wait and see how things goes ba............