THE WORLD OF SKY!!!

yyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-06-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

i dun know where i stand in u anymore........ u wake up early for ur friends..... but make me wait for hrs..... u r willing to do things more things with ur friends...... cos u are getting bored doing things with me..... y am i saying these..... bet if u read all these...... u will say u r not suitable for me and might as well say good bye.... but dun worry........ soon....soon....

Sudden posting...

2009-06-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

wow its been ages tt i have been writing here.... well guess there wont be anyone reading this anymore..... which maybe is good since no point reading it. my life is full of shit.... no discipline.... just regret.... i really dun know wat i want........ can nvr concentrate.... maybe this is just destroying me.... wat is love.... wat is sex.... wat is friends.... wat is being together...... y am i always troubled by these........ am i nuts? am i despo? am i just a crazy freak?..... i dun know........ i just feel totally useless...... when tgt i cant stop fantasizing...... until i break the taboo...... i am just a useless peice of shit...... i dun know wat to say....... no energy to say..... maybe i really shd just die...... y am i living till so long.........LET ME DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Concerned friend...........

2007-10-14T03:28:00.000+08:00

haha..........well........my friend read my blog and wrote a super long mail to me...........TOUCHED........but haha.......well.........i knew all these in a way or 2...........this is not my first time anyway...........but this time is really the most deep one..........but then suan le.............just wanna put the mail here for memories ba.........

hey sky, i juz read your blog again. sorry about it,if u tell me to stop
reading i will. but i'm just concerned, since you seem okay in school and it
turns out you are facing so much. well..do take care of yourself, even if
doing so means taking time off helping her and maybe neglecting your own
work a bit. because only if you take care of yourself then u can take care
your own work and of others well. face it, it's a fact. why force your
brain to continue thinking when it cannot think anymore and needs rest?

and btw...SLEEP!! i know u wanna die defending the gal you love like
sorata,but dude, to die because of lack of sleep is just so uncool!

guess im concerned cuz i was like you once..since i couldnt find any meaning
in my life i juz hecked it, juz trying to do dangerous things n see how far
i can push it. took a lot of lessons to make me value life and enjoy it, and
now i know my life is worth living though i dont have anyone special n im
not sure if i'll find one..haha..

you're not afraid of dying, but please dont get tired of living... your life
is much more valuable than you think.

hang in there, k. hope this can encourage you cuz i dont wanna see my studio
mate so burdened. n btw...about crying...i think you've been crying all
along...people don't just cry with tears, u know. they cry with words too.
if it makes you feel better, go ahead. everyone (even manly contractor
types!) need a good cry sometimes -tears or no tears.

When you think of your past love, you may
view it as a failure. But when you find a new
love, you view the past as a teacher. In the
game of love, it doesn't really matter who won
or who lost. What is important is you know
when to hold on and when to let go! You
know you really love someone when you want
him or her to be happy, even if their
happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again,
for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless
you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, it is to help
you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because
you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If you want to go on, then you have
to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or
won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture
in which we are always learning, discovering
and growing. The greatest irony of love is
letting go when you need to hold on and
holding on when you need to let go. We lose
someone we love only when we are destined
to find someone else who can love us even
more than we can love ourselves. On falling
out of love, take some time to heal and then
get back on the horse. But don't ever make
the same mistake of riding the same one that
threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life
is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to
risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose true self; to love is to risk not to be
loved in return. How to define love: fall but do
not stumble, be constant but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand, hurt but
never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should
inspire you and give you joy and strength. But
sometimes the things that give you joy can
also hurt you in the end. Loving people
means giving them the freedom of who they
choose to be and where they choose to be.
For all the heartaches and the tears, for
gloomy days and fruitless years, you should
give thanks, for you know, that there were the
things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving her the
freedom to find his way, whether it leads
towards you or away from you. Love is a
painful risk to take but the risk must be taken
no matter how scary or painful, for only then
you'll experience the fullness of humanity and
that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart. Only love can make
you cry and only love knows why. There is a time in our
lives when we become afraid to fall in love
because every time we do, we get hurt, and
then I figured that's why it's called falling in
love.

p.s sorry for sticking my nose into your life...just get well soon k.

haha.........very long right...........i think i dun wanna die also will die reading so long...........ahah......okok.......no offense to my friend.........really appreciate she wrote this to me....of course i dun mind u reading......just dun go spreading ard can le.........well...........i will still be myself ba............although my heart alr dead anyway..........maybe there might be a time when i will see some light in life...............but............maybe i will leave this world be4 tt..............y i say tt??............maybe some physical symtoms is telling me tt ba............hahha............well..........maybe my time is really going to be up maybe not,....is there really ppl who die of sorrow and loneliness......maybe i will be first or one of them...........i dun have anything in this world tt i miss anyway..........maybe my family and memories and friends.............haha...........all i can do now is design and design till my time is up isnt it?...................die a sad man...........haha............cool sorrow story isnt it??............just not dramatic ba.........i dun really like dramatic anyway.............always wanted a simple simple normal life......or rather love life...........but since i am fated not to get it...............let just be it..................i just have to face the fact...............demoralised till die mentally then die physically??...........haha............who know...........nvr heard of it............try it also can prove sth be4 i go right?/............hahaha

eeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmooooooooooo nick.........

2007-10-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

Sky: 什么叫做幸福？什么叫做真爱？死了都要爱?一种爱叫做放手？难道爱一个人有错吗？我们说好的，从开始到现在。。。但那该死的温柔让我又想起你。难到有不能说的秘密？难到爱上你是一个错？但我只对你有感觉。。。那么爱你需要一万个理由吗？我现在的心有如黄昏。。。

just one nick i created during this super down period...........like in hell ...............totally can really feel like jumping or dying............done with diff song titles.............and every song is really wat reflect my feeling........diff part for diff songs........haiz............. maybe next time i got time then list them ba............if not.........try guess them.........all the songs are emo but nice.........

on the verge of breaking down.....physically and mentally.......

2007-10-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm............thx for all those who read my blog........didnt expect anyone to read it.........and its like just crazy stuff inside.........just venting out the confusion.....the pain.....the tireness in me.......thought things will improve........but no.......i dun know who u are but one of u tell me to just give up and find another..........if it is tt easy......i would have done and i doubt tt is call love..........yet another said waiting is good...........how good is good............right now i am still like helping her with all my might.........sometimes i am sooooooo tired i really wanna give up.......but she needs help..........and i am the only one who knows her well enough.........her design....her works.......u think its good???........thinnnk again......she only acknoledge my help as a senior........when i met her in sch...........she was like avoiding me.......yet when toking online and sms..........she seems so cheerful to me...........its so complicated..........dun know y.........bcos she dun want her friends to see me with her?............or wat?...........i once really hacked care cos i really tired........and stop smsing or online ..........but she asked me for help.........i cant stop tt............i cant avoid tt...........how can i just dun help anyone?............i helped her soooooooo much...........i alr lost sleep for my own design then seeing her keep dozing off..........i stayed up to help her and make her stay awake as well............now i have like 2 week no ample sleep............keep having headache.............btu then............it is like became a habit...........i wanna sleep also cant.........only keep dozing off in lesson or class...........i can see high potential in her...........everytime i helped her ........she become much better...........if i dun care abt her..........her standard drop immediately............i dun want to see tt...........i hate to see ppl that i helping to quit.............somemore is her.........haiz...........then the more she become better..........i can forsee sooner or later...........i will be useless to her.............like..........i am really just a senior to her??????...........i dun know..........maybe love is really selfish or selfless.........u just the other party to be happy......well...........i am really mentally going to break down...........am i really tt desperate?..........i wanted to be a loner.........to be myself...........but tt loneliness is not someone who can handle easily..............i only want ONE to be by my side............wat so hard abt tt??????????.............haiz............and helping her so much.....i really breaking down physically..........maybe its a good thing.............maybe after helping her........my destiny is fulfilled and i can leave this god damn world.............i think i am selfish too..........i am like helping for the sake of her accepting me...........arrrrrrrrrr.............. i hate myself...............i hate to be alive..............i think i will just help her and do my stuff and just continue to deteriorate..................till i am gone............wonder how long will tt be.............i shall be mean.......evil or just bad..........so no one will cry..........seeing ppl cry is painful..........so i am always appearing to be happyl................y want to affect ur saddness to ppl when one ppl sad is more than enough??

another song again......which make me feel a lot like me..................yah i know it might be the same to many ppl too but.........i am me.........this is just wat i feel sooooo much now..............haiz..............

如果这是最后的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯

如果重缝也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真

难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能

难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人

如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生

难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能

难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人

拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍才证明爱得深

Haiz.......Y everything must be so complicated???!!!

2007-09-30T12:15:00.000+08:00

well.........tok to marc abt wat happen...........then he told me tons of reasons and way to make things right?............but.......y must do so much things?????............y so complicated??..............i watch 'Secret' by jay chou.........(Bu nen shuo de mi mi) very very nice.........its so simple and beautiful at first............think every story have its sad moment.............haiz.............will mine be over soon?............or its going to be forever????????.............haiz..................suan le ba............

then i come upon this songs...........really speak of wat i feeling..................

在一个落叶风零的秋天
遇到我一生中最爱的人
从此以后她的样子把我整颗心灌醉
让我爱的那么汹涌那么真
多么希望她能给我一点真爱
多么希望她会过的快乐
多么希望我能给她一点点感动
可是老天却把感情捉弄
究竟我是怎么了怎么了
难道爱一个人真的有错吗
虽然爱一个人很苦
可我还渴望一点爱
我怎么了哭了吗
竟然爱她爱到那么施舍
痛的最后哭了以后也快乐
多么希望她能给我一点真爱
多么希望她会过的快乐
多么希望我能给她一点点感动
可是老天却把感情捉弄
究竟我是怎么了怎么了
难道爱一个人真的有错吗
虽然爱一个人很苦
可我还渴望一点爱
我怎么了哭了吗
竟然爱她爱到那么施舍
痛的最后哭了以后也快乐
我不想爱她
却是更加思念她
欠我的怀抱何时能还吗
欠我的怀抱何时能还吗
究竟我是怎么了怎么了
难道爱一个人真的有罪吗
或多或少给点安慰
哪怕慈悲的怀抱
算了吧忘了吧
陷的越深越无法自拔
宁愿自己守着伤悲
也快乐

Omen do exist.......a bit relieve........but still sad........haizzzzzzzz

2007-09-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

well................extremely down.........esp these few days..............cant work properly...............think this time i really went too deep...........now i really dun dare to go into any r/s................this kind of pain.............i dun think i can take it anymore.........haha.......and worse.........i got 3hit combo..........this plywood construction...........i was the rep for it.........dun know if i did a good job...........i think i did terribly.........end up the grp members having conflict...........arrrrrrrrrrrrr..............i feellllllllllllllllllllll daaaaaaaaaaammmmmnnnnnnnnnnnn low............like worse than hell...........i think hell is a much better place.............where u just die and tt is it...............cos tt are physical pain...........i am totally tormented by this mental pain............to the heart..............to the spirit and soul....................

well............at least............today..........just now...........i went to tuition................and the student i teaching.........intro this song to me............haha..........i nearly lose the mood of teaching after hearing it............like............somehow..............this song appears to tell me sth...............well.................to let go is also love...........try it...........

如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去
!

tt is y i believe in fate...............everything happens ard you for a reason............every ppl u meet is there for a reason.............just observe and u will understand.................even a stranger can mean sth.............maybe this worse then hell event is telling me sth.............i dun know............just tt at least i know i may be doign the right thing.............she feel so stress with all the ppl toking abt her...........i just step back..............give her back her freedom..............let her be who she is............to work better in this course............this is wat i think this song is tellign me to do.................maybe i am too forceful................so i just have to step back...............and let it go..........haizzzzzz...............well...............i just have to wait and see how things goes ba............

Disappoinment........and more depression......feel so cursed!!!!

2007-09-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

here i am again to vent out my feeling and everything.......sorry tt my blog is only abt sorrow........cos i use this as my ground to vent my feeling..........i doubt many would read it anyway.........maybe if real happiness find me.........then my blog will change........but i really doubt so.........really really doubt so. Well......i dun know who this anonomous person is but well i just read ur comment......thx for the encouragement.......i did confess to her......due to some reason..........cos she said i am helping her too much and she feel bad. TT is y i just tell her my feeling. But as expected........i know nothing good will happen.......she told me she still does not wanna commit.........due some reason.........her ex.........herself......everything.........well...........i sort of used to tt........but no matter wat.........the pain is still there...........the real happiness is not there anymore.........its just tt few weeks which i truely felt it............maybe tt is the most i can get..........shd i be happy or wat? i dun know...........cos now.........all i am doing is just continuing to help her..........since this course is super tough and everyone needs help.........i just hope i am the person behind her.......the person she will think of when she need help.........the one tt she will want to be with........haiz..........but she keep her distance..........her stand........everything...........arrrrrrrrrrr..............tell me not to wait........just be friends.........no point..........well...........i dun know..........shd i still continue.........or give up........continue.....just more sad...........giving up........find no purpose in life........y am i here........i still dun know the ans.........just being the one getting all the saddness so others will be happy?..........i read abt jesus............does he also do tt?.........if it is........i salute him........cos i dun think i can last anylonger............i am a human.........not someone great...........i really really.........confused........lost track of my direction........everything...........the only thing which is pushing me.........is the need to help her...........for wat purpose.........i dun know.......maybe there is no reason........maybe there is.........is it selfish to want sth back when u are helping someone?............i dun know am i seeking for sth...........is love a thing?............its a spiritual thing.......i dun know............totally confused..........and then..........is love just abt 2 ppl??? or abt all the ppl ard them too............like.......everyone is looking at you and the 2 ppl is so affected by the surrounding..........i dun..........i am just a simple person........i dun know........i dun really care abt rumours and anything..... is it bcos of this tt affecting her?......maybe i am silly........stupid..........all i know is tt i want to give everything to her..........i dun know if i am askign sth back..........cos i am sad now not bcos she rejected me.........but rejected my help........rejected my friendliness.........am i going overboard?...........shd i step back?..............y the more i want it to be simple........the more complicated it gets?????...........y? wat did i do?............can someone explain to me?............she keep saying abt how others think........how others tell her tt my help is wrong........is too much............y?........i dun know..........i did not help tt much.........not to the extend tt she is not learning............she is naturally good.........and i dare say she is better than me...........its not me...........others are so affected by me beside her tt they think she is good bcos of me............when i am the lousy one...........my design grade is not tt high lar............i am among the average in the cohort only!!!........... shd i disappear in this world...............is my existence really causing so much trouble?..............sometime i really wish the real cancer will find me who is a cancerian..............but since i found her............there is something in me which stops me from self destructing.............i really dun mind her telling me tt she dun really want to commit..........this is her freedom.........i can wait..........since i alr waited for so long.......as long as i am beside her helping her..........but..........she is pushing me further further away.............yet she needs tt help........y can ppl just take things naturally..........yes i like her so i am helping her......but tt is only a small reason....but i know my limit........she state clearly her stand and i stated clearly of my hope.............but isnt it normal?........we have our own thinking.........y must ppl judge from our action.........can friends be close?.........boy and gal cannot be together as friends meh?..........i know i desire more..........but i totally respect her mind and decision.........if she find the someone she desire for..........then i wish her all the best and my blessing.........the most is just being sad and depress for tt few days..........but y just this normal stage also so difficult?????????...........y must this world be so complicated...........must i turn evil then everyone will be normal........its like the world is testing my limit and wanting me to be the evil one by making this world super ugly to me..........i always believe the world is balance.......there must be bad guys.....bad ppl.........if not how u know good is good?..........but am i destined to be the evil one to bring glory for the good?...........there is also something inside me which is like forcing his way out of me to be super evil.............but i still want to believe the world is beautiful............the world is happy and full of hope.........yet...........this belief is diminishing..........its too painful for me............i am really really on the verge of breaking down............i dun know how much longer i can stand strong...............i am really really tired...................................

wonder and wonder..............frustrated in a way.........

2007-09-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

ok..........long time nvr post.............one is tt i am caught up with the istana project.........stay in sch 3 whole weeks during sch holiday!!!!!!! hahahha but i think i just trying to forget my pain..........hey it works!!!........workaholic really helps to soothe pain.........esp those in the heart.........just keep making urself busy and u will just feel numb...........now i understand y ppl drown themselves in work...........hahahah...............i am doing tt myself!!!!!!...........oh if u are all wondering and want to take a look at some of the photos..........here is the link http://timefries.wordpress.com/

however.......just when i thought i can be back to my old self or rather..........no more emoing kind of life............another person entered my life.........haiz..........i shal keep it anonomous as usual............ok u might think i change my heart very fast........but working 24/7..........sleeping lesser than 2hrs a day really can make u feel numb......somemore i alr used to these ba..........i really thought i can forget abt BGR kind of things...........but............i failed..............i think i really want someone to be by my side...........y?...........ok i see if i can narrate out..........hahhaa............i just say wat i thinking.............dun understand nvm...........its not for everyone to understand anyway.........haha

dun know if the world is trying to make fun of me.............just when i managed to get over with wat happened last time.........then i joined this FOC.....basic purpose is to get more freshies to help in the istana....by then i really totally give up hope in BGR......i just doing all kind of crazy stuns to see if i can get myself away from this ugly world........wat i did??.......i climb ard buildings.....speeding.........all kind of things.........however nothing happen.......i am still alive and kicking......and then.....this FOC got this secret pal thingy............and i came across this person.........super sweet voice...........haixxxxxxxxx..............which alr fit my first criteria............my friend say she is ok looking only...........which i dun give a damn...........i nvr go for looks in the first place.........then i missed her for the SP dinner.......she didnt see me.........ok so i thought maybe we just have no fate.........might as well............since tt time i still half sorrow...........didnt expect much........dun even give a damn............then............bcos i need help for istana so i might as well get as much ppl as i can.............and she agreed to help..........ok i am really curious how she look........and yes she is pleasant looking...........which fit my number 2 criteria...........but then i was still trying to resist...............disheng they all tell me to try.........but i still dun really want to go for anything............so i just continued with istana thingy..............staying in sch alone.........and work alone with music.............which is kinda soothing............but its not only tt..............i was also on msn almost everynight toking to her.........i was just thinking tt..............since i am alr a person who is like abandon by everyone.............i got nothing to lose and just chat lor................can help me forget my sorrow also.................haha.............end up we can chat like free.............anything under the sun...............she bring me happiness.........make me work alone also feel very happy...............but i was really too busy to think much...............just chat and work......chat and work..........chat and work...............i was so happy there is someone i can chat like tt..............everytime i chat with anyone...........only for a while............and this communication smoothness fit my 3rd criteria............i believe that if 2 person are to be together..........they must be abt to communicate anything................ok then eveything goes super smoothly.............Istana was a success..........then sch start...........all through the time...........i am still chatting with her every night till late..............till either one of us can take it and rest...........i have nvr in my life been so happy be4..........have someone to tok anything under the sun............i thought tt if i have a friends tt is like tt.........i can be die hard buddy with him..........but this time its a gal..........i thought the world finally going to give me a chance...........to give me a gift..........the happiness i wanted.............until recently...................i was helping her in her study............and we are helpign each other.............we chatted abt out sch work.........our problems.............shocking.............when i told her abt my yr2 assignment........her ideas trigger tons of ideas in me.............and my ideas all got accepted.............i was like going crazy.........its like a dream come true............my most impt criteria is one who can help me in my career...............she fit almost everything..............like angel from heaven for me.............a true gift.............somemore she is those who is more homely and help her family.......very filial...........hardworking..............the only one who is willing to help me in my istana in the mist of sooooooooo many of her own personal things............i feel so bad to keep asking her to help in the istana.............but with her ard..............things just like brighten up and i work with a lighter heart............with strength and sprirt and everything.............i am like totally a diff person.............a finally cheerful person..............a person who can laugh from the bottom of his heart.............i have nvr feel so good.................i got my energy and motivation to do everything..................and this is even the first time i feel my life is worth sth............and stop doing all the crazy stuff and start to take care of myself.....................

yet..........yet ...........yet............all these does not last long............and i somehow see it coming.............cos i keep wondering........how could my life be so happy??????.............its like its goign to be a big hell waiting for me somewhere...........am i really going to die or sth...........hahhaa...........very drama hor...........whahhaha.............think i watch too much korean show le...............but then...............i thought...........even if i die now............i will die a happy man.............i dun mind..............but but butb utb ubtu but.....................its worse............i survived to see more ugly side of the world...................i dun knwo.............maybe i am too sensiive...........her friends keep psychoing her tt she is using me to help her in her grade or work.................making her feel bad..............like she is a bad person or sth............even her sis.........i really dun know...........its not her who asked for it!!!!!!!..................its me who wanna help her.............becos she is also helping me!!!!!!!!....................i needed her to give me more inspiration!!!!!!.............i dun know...........tis is the first time...........i feel needed and i can get helped too..................i feel tt i am not the one helping................but someone who needed help more desperately then anyone.............spiritually............my heart need someone to heal it............i am all the way self destruction mode..........staying over everyday to try to tire myself out..............testing my own limit............waiting one day i will faint and go away without any feeling....................i am the one who need help and seeking help from her...........i am using her instead!!!!!!!!! y is everyone just looking at the surface!!!!!!!!!!! r they jealous tt she is getting better grade????????? like my sis..........she got good grade and everyone say smart ppl are nerd......make her play and her grade drop like nobody business.............i dun want her to be like tt..................i see a great potential in her.......this time the yr1 are tougher than my yr......totally crazy........even i see the assignment also will go crazy........and yet her family still ask her to do so many thing.............i dun want her to quit...............everyone is stress.............i can see she is too.............so i go help her............then everyone start telling her she shd not be ASKING me for help and tt is like using me...............Y YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Y do ppl wanna do tt???............................just when i finally enjoying myself.........or rather both of us enjoy each other company so much.....................things have to turn out like this............................i dun know.........................i just feel so empty now.....................if this is wat the world is trying to test me again..........i think i have to surrender this time.............i alr have enough.............i spent 10+ yrs in sorrow and pain and emptiness..............if this is going to be another one..............i have enough...............CAN U HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!...............i will really go into self destruct mode....................and trust me.................i will do tt..........................the pain and sorrow is alr at the peak tt no physical pain can take over it.................i alr been doing tt last time............just tt i still have a glimpse of hope tt i might find one........just giving a little chance for myself.............if i find one be4 i die........i will really take care of myself and her.........if i die first then might as well...................alsooo.............i also believe tt the whole is balanced..........so if i am sad.............maybe there is a person who is happy somewhere...........maybe my destiny is to be sad so there will be more happy ppl............this i dun mind............tt is y i would rather be dead so there will be another living person...........since i got nothing to lose...........die die lor............big deal right?............ok i am being very unfilial..............i know............but i just feel tt i need this other person.................like the world is nothing without tt...........i dun know.........i have enough...............i will just continue to help her.............till one day i really just drop................or till she will accept me............since i still manage to be able to help her.............which now have to be more discreet...............haizzzzzzzzzzz.....................maybe this is the so call best i can get...............i tink i cant request more....................its ok.............at least its not waiting with emptiness..........if she gets her good grade and do very well in her work..............i think i am happy enough and die peacefully ba................i alr reach the stage of not fearing death..............tt is y i name myself shinigami or deathscythe or death god.............the more i wanna die.............the more difficult it is............haiz.....................we shall just let time do the toking again..................enough le...............this is not emoing session....................I AM VENTING MY COMPLAIN.............Y IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID I OWE..........WAT DID I DOOOO WRONG??...........HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ................next time then

more more more......

2007-06-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahaha this one is sth just appeal to me while watching initial D...........do not have a heart to challenge people, the only person u have to beat is urself..........maybe this is sth u heard from a racing show. but i think this apply to everyone in all wok of life. Just like when i am in architecture, if u work hard just to win ppl in ur cohort, maybe it will take u high up, but will nvr reach the peak, cos if u win u will find it bored cos there will be no challenge, and if u lose, u will lose ur confidence and passion which will mess up ur concentration. just like racing. however, if u r always challenging urself, u will have calm mind and always looking at ur pros and cons and become better, even sometimes u will not know it.

True or not i dun know.....but i think it is a better way to study.........hmmmm.........

more......

2007-06-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

Choice of life is like choosing between taking a bus during peak hr or walk to the destination. Taking bus is easy, all u do is sit in the bus and wait for the bus to reach ur destination, but its slow bcos its peak hr and u are trap in a jam. Walking on the other hand is tiring and hot, yet u will reach ur destination faster. It is just like when we pick our choice in life, easy way out or the hard way. the fast way or the slow way...............hmmmm.........

Some thing i thought.....

2007-06-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle with no display pic. U will nvr know wat each pieces represent. Only time n patience will tell.

haha always thought or heard some useful things. maybe i will just post so i can read it in future and maybe help some ppl who read my blog. some 5 cents worth thinking of stuff......

Hmmmm.......

2007-06-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

this is something lihying, my jc friend (opps! hehe) gave........http://www.astrology.com.au/compatibility/compatibility.asp.......go try it......see if its accurate for u...... this is wat i get when i tried.......

Cancer + Aquarius

Water + Air = Rain

The freedom-loving and independent Aquarian is not in the same kettle of fish as you. You could find this a difficult match to handle. It’s hard to tie down a wilful Aquarian to a stable routine. Even your best emotional reasoning won’t budge an Aquarian.

The Aquarian needs to explore all of the highways and byways of life before making a firm commitment to someone, and if you’re the more conservative and traditional type of Cancerian, you could be waiting an awfully long time till this exploration is over and your needs take centre stage.

This combination brings into play the lunar vibrations of Cancer and the Uranian element of Aquarius — together, these produce a very electric and often high-strung combination.

Aquarius will leave you up in the air about where you stand, particularly in relation to the emotional status quo. And can you tie them down? Absolutely not! Still, if you’re prepared to venture forth and explore life with an Aquarian, you may have lots of exhilarating adventures.

If the Aquarian can settle down just enough to let your lunar vibrations soothe their soul, you may be able to pull the two of you closer together. But there will be continuing difficulty: you need deep and abiding family relationships, and the Aquarian needs freedom.

A passionate, if not spasmodic, sexual relationship between the two of you is likely. The Aquarian’s ‘hippie’ approach to sex is a little too way out for you, and may not fulfil you, but at least you will have a few fireworks!

Those born between 21 January and 30 January will bring you trouble. The excitement you feel at the start could eventually turn into exhaustion and exasperation. There’s nothing settled about them. They seek out extreme excitement — they like to be daredevils — and unpredictability is their middle name; this is not usually your cup of tea.

The hectic schedule of Aquarians born between 31 January and 8 February may overpower you. These people are constantly on the go, and often their work involves lots of travel. If you enjoy travelling, you can salvage this relationship by joining in the adventure of overseas trips with them. In the extreme, they may relocate. You might have to choose between living in a place you know well, and uprooting yourself to go somewhere completely different.

You’ll identify with — and fall in love with — those born between 9 February and 18 February. You’ll have great friendships with these people; their zaniness is attractive, in a weird and wonderful way — they’re just different enough. They are also far more likely than other Aquarians to have relatively settled lifestyles. This gives you the best of both worlds – excitement and a bit of stability.

hopeful for me?? i dun know...........like i said.....just a journal to keep track of my dumb life.......just tt i feel i have nothing to hide.......i am not a person who is good at expressing myself........i can be damn mean on the outside by when u need help, i will help u with all my might.......i can laugh but my laughter does not mean anything.......i can laugh at anything.....even msn and here......u will see alot of 'hahahaha'......i type till become habit le.......well.....just to numb myself as usual.......hahaha my heart too much injury le.....'holely' (holy) heart!!!......dun play play.......hahahaha

More Confession.....

2007-06-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

hi everyone......still the busy me...... dun know if u call this a update but think i have to clarify things after some chat with rayson......hahaha........first thing......i dun know if i am being too sensitive or too insensitive but this blog is like a journal so i am just putting sth which i want it for myself to see in future to laugh at my old self......hahha.....also to vent all the things which i have kept in my heart and killing me......right now i am teaching 4 kids, so mon, tue, wed, thurs evening and sat morning is tuition, then i am helping mr fong, my archi yr1 sem2 tutor in his office, so morning 9am to 6pm mon-fri gone as well, then i am doing istana pavilion project, KR or Kent Ridge Hall rag, so the remaining time of the weekdays is gone, and have to work till ard 2am everyday to settle some stuff be4 sleep, weekends.....hahaha i making my own studio table, actually somehow done, just need finishing, and a big cabinet to put my comics and books and models, which is just started, so weekend gone, hahahaha.......so only sometime can squeeze a bit of time to go out or sth.......busy? crazy?......i dun think so.......i like the way it is........yes u might say i am running away from reality bcos u read my last few post......well.......tt is only sometime.......if u like someone......this is normal right?.......but i am happy with the current situation where i can still tok to her and discuss normal things, maybe being friends for the time being is good ba......maybe tt will stay till forever, i dun know......but of course i will hope to have things go better, but then this kind of things is not force one right??......if she think i am the one for her, then it is her choice and of course i will be happy like heaven, but if not, then it ok lar.......i already letting fate to do the job le, i expressed my feeling, i will still continue to give my best care and everything to her, its her choice now, all i can do now is wait........maybe my best job is wait ba, maybe not, i dun know. Already waited stupidly for someone for 7yrs, now i only waited for a yr only. If she end up with someone else, i give her my blessing as long as she is happy. Say i am silly, i agree. Want me to change my heart, its very difficult, tt is y i can understand her when she told me she had someone in mind. well.........enough said..............say somemore i will go emo again.........work work work!!!!!!!!!...........right now my laughter is only to cover the sad and sorrow inside me.....when can i really laugh with real happiness from the bottom of my heart?.......we shall see........

My Confession......

2007-06-10T12:39:00.000+08:00

OK......those who read my last blog.......the gals name is a person whose name is engraved in my heart due to some reason.......its not the gal i am going after now........right now i am going after a gal in archi......yes yes......i might as well confess it......since many of u knows it.......she is a simple gal who give me strength........her voice, smile, action all inspire me........someone who i am will to give my life to.....who is tt......some of u know....others go find out urself........i just doing wat i have to do, although i know its not enough, but i cant see any sign she is giving to allow me to go forward.......maybe to her i am just a good friend ba.........u all tell me lar......go forward? go backward? stop moving?........haizzzzzzzzz.........soooooo compliacted................when i dun have one, i desperate to get one............now i find one, yet i cant have it, and ponder to grab or let go...........i wonder wat would happen if i got one............or would i even find the one....???..........the future is sooooooooooooo dim............i dun wanna go think abt it............hahaha ok think i go back to my work..........work is now the only things which is like a numb injection.........to numb myself from the pain, sad and sorrow............workaholic now.........dun know how long i can take it........let just take a step at a time.........

First day at work.....

2007-06-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha my first real job.......and in my tutor's firm......HCFA......whahahaha..........Mr Fong's firm......nice small cosy little place.....and i have my own desk!!! on my......and first day i learn how to use computer to do archi works......then Mr Fong told us his super interesting history again. HANDS, EYES AND MIND....... must work together. WE ARE CREATING ARTS FOR PPL TO LIVE IN!!!! DUN FORGET TT.....haha.....so many things.........looking forward to be in his firm......well.....bcos now is real stuff so stress is still there....must learn fast in order to do more work......hahaha......but i didnt sleep well the previous night so i actually fall asleep.....whahahah.....lucky he didnt see it.....maybe he did but didnt say anything.....then i know this gal who is working there and she is going to be NUS archi too!!! and bcos she is from poly so she is join my yr......hahahah......haven become student we become collegue first.....hahaha.....wat a coincidence.....and further coincidence......her name is Tan Li Hua......OMG!!!!!!!!! haiz......y? hahahahaha.......tt is for me to know and for u ppl to find out........tt is all for today......hmmm......let see.......no mean stuff today.....haizzz.......stay tune.....will try to get some.....wahahahaha

2007-06-03T11:49:00.000+08:00

on 2nd thought....might as well i put it up for u ppl to enjoy.....hahahaha here it is....

haha....sorry ar..... have to listen finish the background music be4 u can listen to this. but still....enjoy!!!

Super Duper weird dream.....

2007-06-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

Today woke up in a total daze!!! Cos i just had a dream which i had always wanted......i met my first love and she told me she want to be together with me. hahahaha crazy dream.....this is the first time i got SHOCKED OUT of my dream.....hahaha.....wanted the dream to continue but just cant.....maybe this is to show tt i am a person who cant be too happy or excited abt anything.....or even dream will just go off.....hahaha......since i have dreamed it.....this show tt in reality.....it wont happen anymore.......sooooo.......shall just forget it and live on.......now is just sad sad sad and sorrow sorrow.........go listen to the song 'sad and sorrow' in the anime naruto.......go search in youtube.....listen and tt is how and i feeling now all the way..........

Istana Event....

2007-06-01T11:03:00.000+08:00

hey.....ppl who look at my blog. no need to be archi student.....anyone is welcome.....just go take a look at the blog we created for the pavilion. the progress and ideas.....give comment if possible.....so we can improve.....

http://istanapavilion.blogspot.com/

last min today they told us they want to push forward the date of 'submission'. wohooooo.....more stress.....ok back to work.....just sit back enjoy and give comment if possible.....

the fun of tuition and some erhem......

2007-06-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

well......today just had another new tuition kid. Her name is Jeanie. only sec 1 and she know tons of stuff......other than sch stuff. she knew army stuff, uni stuff, all kind. how she knew them?? she only told me she got friends from poly, friends going army..... how she know them?? i also want to know..... hahahah kids nowadays really is shocking. wat can i say......just awed by her. but the most impt things is teaching these kids really is fun. they bring me joy and bring me away from reality. i was having a really really bad week and during the tuition session, everything pain and sad stuff just disappear. all i know is just the world between the kid and me. knowing how she is doing and trying to teach her wat i know. it is 1.5hrs and i just drag till ard 2hrs. i dun care if i get less money. the fun, the smile of the kid, the challenge of teaching, it is all worthwhile. it is only when i enter the bus home reality hit back hard at me....... all the thing in reality......so sian......haiz.......love, work, home.......totally sianzz......i am only a student and already like this, i wonder how i will be when i walk into the society. maybe i shd continue teaching once in a while. i think when sch start, no matter how stress i am, i will continue teaching, these kids really bring joy to me. and maybe they are the one who will bring my stress away.

ok back to some reality and mean stuff......must have some everytime isnt it?? if not where is the fun?? hahahaha.....this time......SHAZI!!!!! U WANT SOME UPDATE RIGHT??? HERE ARE SOME!!!! whahahahahahahahahahahahaha..........he think he show me no harm........hahaha......i shall help u spread so u might have a chance......whahahahaha.........they (shazi, liang ping, wen hui) are working to do some research in sch and they come ji siao me on the net.......wha liao.....the one who shd be working is making fun of me who is doing nothing???....i shall show the power of someone who is doing nothing......hahahah........okok.....i shall admit i also like someone in archi n i think many of u knows.....might as well admit it be4 they try to do sth funny right???......aiya.....but i think i am doing things too obvious le.....but if u like someone, might as well let them know than doing nothing right?? SHAZI......GO DO STH OR WE WILL!!!! whahahahahahahahaha......ok enough of mean stuff...... mine might not succeed, and i shall not emo anymore. i actually looking for some comfort and someone to share my happiness and pain but yet i always fail to find, i already given up hope le......think i will nvr find one anyway.....might as well.....haizz......think i find more happiness with my tuition kids........others only give me pain and stress......i already pain for 7+++yrs le......finally though maybe my turn will come and more pain hits in.....haiz.....think i really did something horrible in my last life. suan le.....shall be who i am and just live my life........the pain will be there forever, but i happy now tt i find some really interesting kids to teach to bring me some colours in life. be4 tt is really really depressing.....some of my friend will know......well.....i think tt is enough.......i said i will not emo but i bet i still will once in a while but i tt is normal ba..........just to relieve some pain gathered in me.

ok tt is all for this time.......interesting???? hahaha u all want to know my situation with her//???? no hope lar........nothing to say much......maybe tt feeling come back so sth to drive me to write down everything, then i will.....till then......just enjoy my mean-ness and stay tune!!!!

my wuliao post thx to rayson.....

2007-05-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok.....like i said this is a post to test the uploading system of the photo uload of blog spot....... and since rayson got this photo.....wat can i say?? some body just used my name without my permission and sell sth like tt as well.....*&^(&$(*&^*()........of all things they sell, they sell lingerie........but i have to salute rayson to DARE to take photo there.......think ppl will think he is 'thiko' or sth......hahahaha..........or maybe leiya is by the side.......u know? bf go with gf to buy some weird stuff.......hhahhaha......cannot go into details lar......i am mean but not tt mean mah.......further details u all think urself......they need the service so someone use my name to provide the service and product......haiz........bleach copyright but then wat can i say........they happy i happy lor.......they got WHAT THEY WANT then.........wwhahahahahahahahahahahah.......wohooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

bo liao bo liao......

2007-05-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

hahahahha ok let see...... hmmm......didnt expect ppl to want me to update my blog.....hahahha.....maybe u ppl all also mean ppl lar.....wanna see how i be mean to ppl so u can have a good laugh right??? ahahahha.....ok..........then i shall do my job since i am super bo liao.....one thing.....the photos might be lesser cos this bloody *&%%#$%$(*&^^&($*%#^%@#$)( blogspot is &*%$*%&(^$&^$(&^)* cannot make......make me super duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnn..........tt is y i boycott it for a yr,......so.........let seeeeeeee......i shall try again and u all pray that this KNN U*&^%^#*%^%^)*&%*^&%*&*^&%^&%* blogspot do its job well,........so u all can be entertained a bit more for this holiday........whahahahahahahahaha

EMO DAY!!!!!

2007-02-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

hahahaha, long time nvr post le. (*&$_(*#@&$_(*@^@)!!!! this course is really &*$#&(^)*&%&$& tough and energy consuming. then this *^$%&(^%)&*^ blogspot always got problem uploading photos. tt is y i so long also nvr update. hahaha maybe wait till this summer break ba. today came up to write some stuff since a bit more free and sth very interesting happen which i really have to write it down so in future i can laugh at it.

we were discussing our AR module (Marc, Liang Ping, Poh Liang, Wen Hui and me) which is architecture construction in which we have to design and build a 1:1 mailbox. then we wanna design sth which ppl anticipate with the collecting and waiting for mail. we used the movie 'turn left turn right' as example!!!!!! ok nothing big deal u might think but this is thought by 5 guys!!!! toking abt how love can trigger some emotion and how we can incorporate it with our design. and tt is not it, just coincidentally the day after is Valentine's day. hahahha then the more emotional all the guys got into, cos only liang ping is attached and other 4 is still (*^#)*&^@$&*$_(*@^$&^ single!!!!! so we sort of tok abt our background......marc even share with us his choice of gals ........whahahahahhaha.................very very interesting day...........ok its valentines day now. 22nd yr of singlehood.....................so sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........so emo now...................hahahaha..................i am a cancer horoscope..................is it i shd get some cancer illness be4 i get to meet my soul mate??? whahahhaahha.............too much drama le............but who knows man..............if can 轰轰烈烈爱一场, i dun mind dying early...................hahahaha................22yrs of singlehood..................suddenly feel so cold................hahahahaha okok dun tok so much le lar....................get so emo also no use..........i go sleep liao.........................*&$%)&#*^$)(&*#^$()&* my fate lar.......................destine to be a sad man ba. whahahahahahahaha...................................................................................................

RAG OVER AND SCH STARTING!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY SCH IS STARTING!!!!!!!!! GOOD OR BAD I DUN CARE.............AT LEAST I AM BACK TO SCH LIFE!!!!!!!! WHAHAHAHHAHAHA..............getting more and more busy so dun have time to update my blog...........esp last few days of RAG...........i KO 12 plus straight hrs after RAG......but it was worth it cos we got the best FLOAT AND DANCE AWARD!!!!!!!!!!! WHAHAHAHAHA........and then busy preparing for sch start after tt.........now then have some time be4 bedtime blog a bit..........so wait till i got time then i upload everything up............hahhaa..........maybe by then i will not even do so.......but let just see.,........looking forward to sch start.......getting scolded by teacher.......having fun with friends......poning class.........hahahahah...........YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAG session 10-----Matriculation day!!!

2006-08-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

haha..........belated post bcos the after matriculation is really a lot of stuff to do..........think i will blog only in weekends in future..........hahaha............and this is wed...........our matriculation day................DAMN BUSY............haha...........but quite fun.........running ard the place so i didnt take much photos regarding the matriculation...........basically the day is gather for registration together with the newer freshies or FRESHER FRESHIES...........hahaha..........then the CORS tok and then lunch...........after tt is matriculation all the way...........so we actually did nt RAG much or not at all..........hahaha.............but we went down to ask Pek some stuff........at the same time we saw the shape of our mascot and some completed bushes...........hmmm.........quite nice........

TADAAA!!!!!!!..............our mascot(dun know wat is tt though........think is some magical creature) on the left and the completed bushes on the right............

and this is rayson unwrapping his LONG WAITED MACBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!...........hahaha.........see how happy he is........he has been waiting for 6 yrs............so u can see how excited he is......

and getting his first hand on the laptop..........configuring.............and...........having some fun with the in-build webcam.............hahaha..............it is so funny!!!!!!!!!

tt is it for tt day..........very busy..........but not much things lar..........wait till i blog the next rag session.......hahaha...........another long one..............BEHOLD!!!!

Last time Pledge........NOW LOGO!!! WHAHAHA!!!!

2006-08-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

today was so bored.................so decided to play ard and decorate MY LOGO..............whahahaha...........also to try using PhotoShop as well............the above is the first thought and draft of my vice pres and i thought of.............

and this is from Cheryl............she did tt during her JC time.........so she had her head start........but then we got a pledge so we can catch up fast.........
hahahahaha..............and the President decided to do sth...........hmmm...........not bad right??.........anyone wanna join??!!!!..........whahahahahahah..............this is it for now........dun know wat to tok...........tml is matric day liao.........see wat kind of interesting stuff awaits us.........

RAG session 9

2006-07-31T22:53:00.001+08:00

today had a really bad start of the day........Zaharian has a cheer on flying kites and today half of the Zaharian flew kites today, Cheryl, Lewina, Sharm(been absent lately), Zhe Qing(always absent), Tommy...........and then Tiff and Fabien had lunch at home so they came late...........so today only have Rayson having lunch with me............and we saw tt we still have quite a lot of time in hand...........so we decided to go take a look at the matriculation fair..........since Rayson and Fabien thinking of getting a Laptop at the fair...........and when we get there.........cant do anything..........cos they say only those matriculated can enter the place...............grrrrrrrrrrr.............y they didnt say be4 hand??................haiz.........and Rayson was so sad he could not get the laptop today...........cos he has waited for 6 FREAKING YEARS to get a new one..............haha.............haiz..........so we went to have our lunch then..............and we came across this Beijing Restaurant near the Matriculation place............so decided to try it...........end up we kena con this time instead of Fabien....................hahahaha.........well..........wat can we say...............the food taste so 'army'.........haizzzzzz...........then we found out there is still time and NO ONE IS HERE YET............so we decided to go take a look at the Central Library...................wha............IT IS SOOOOOO BIG...........and we took a pics of it..........

aahhahaha.............and here is the pics.................cool right............look lyk in the MATRIX.........

yeah........and today we finally is able to paint our tree.......hahaha..........and this is the 'paint-brush' created by the guys so as to paint the top........hahahaha........we look pro right??........whhahahahah

haha............and this is the video of the skilled guys doing the painting and me tieing the brush.........hahaha.........it seems easy but i painted till my hands shake cos the brush is sort of heavy!!!!!!

and after the break, we start on our trunk..........putting a white wash on top first...........so this is only half done...........hahahahha

heehee.......and this is the end-of-day product of the painting.........not fully done so dun worry........if this is the end product then we might as well dun do it............hahahaha...........but it really look lyk a dinosaur head at this angle..........hahahahaha..............and the internal part is still not done too............so there is still quite a lot to do................hmmm............wonder if we can finish it in time..........whahahahahaha

hahahaha.............and this is done by me..............whahahahaha...........i spilled some paint while tieing the paint brush...........hahaha.,.......we were thinking of painting the stairs blue but too much ppl using tt so we just let it be for the time being.............whahahahah

well............this is the 'bush' tt we did other than painting.........we did this while waiting for the paint to dry so we can do a 2nd layer............the bush is this colour to give a dreamy effects.........hmmm.........it looks not bad in this pics but it wasnt really nice when we were doing it.........hahahaha.............and this is super diff to do...........took one day to only complete one........and there are lyk near 10 of it..........it all the things which we marched last few weeks!!!!!!!!!!!............OMG.........now we really have to rush liao

haha.........just another thing we painted.........the Zaha tree is the mother tree and this is sort of the father tree........hahaha..........its a lot smaller dun know y..............ahaha...........but it looks really cool after we painted it..........

hahaha..........and this is wat happen to ur hand if u do not wear protection............hahaha.........tt is all...........sorry for the late post.................stupid blogger keep failing to upload pics.............haiz...........till next time then............tata!!!

Guys Outing.............

2006-07-31T00:56:00.000+08:00

today went out with Rayson, Fabien and Tommy............to sim lim and check out some prices..........and i found out sth.........if it is the four of us going out.........we can be SUPER DUPER LAME..........all kinds of thing we can think of...........anything, anywhere, anytime,..........hahahahahaha...........so lame...........my brain freezed........hahaha

We, the member of MEAN club......
Solemnly and sincerely declare
That we are up to no good
We will uphold the spirit of meaness
And spread them as fast as fire
To build an antislow society
And to rid the world of all humps

hahahaha.........................my MEAN Club pledge...........kinda cool isnt it??........not totally done though..........trying to make it better.................maybe come out with a logo too..........whahahahaha

RAG session 8

2006-07-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

yeah!!.......and this is yet another interesting session at rag.........enjoy!!

start of the day........we were actually told to paint the ZAHA tree today........but bcos the starchy tree has not dry yet we cant do much abt it so Pek told us to paint some tubes instead......and we painted so fast tt i dun even have the chance to take photos of us doing it.......so i just took the pics of the finished product..........hahahahaha

haha......and then its another session of paper marche.......we need some extra support for our tree so we have to marche some sticks..........and look.......while we are doing it.......tommy is 'supervising' us.........look at the way he sit and 'bi shou hua jiao'.........MAN!!! i think Fabien seems 'du lan'!!!!..........whahahahaha........and i think Tommy is 'scared' so he went up to help instead............hahahaha

and while we were 'marcheing', we discovered tt Pek's shirt 'design'.........yes, it is not the actual design as it might looks lyk......he told us it is the washing machine which made it this way........it sort of bleached part of it.........hahahahha.........but it looks COOL dun u think??......looks lyk some bushes and trees.......some tie-dye design........hahhaa........true natural made!!!!!!!!!.........RARE!!!!!!

and imagine wat........tiff brought her birthday present, the bubble-maker here to play.........whahahaha....just nice...........cos we got not much things to do left..........so end up playing bubbles AALLLLLLL the way.........hahaha.........i was busy taking the pics and didnt notice one bubbles was coming towards me!!!!!!!!!!............hahahaha........cool huh??!!!

and this is Cheryl trying out the ZAHA shower hat contributed by Tommy!!!!!!!..........hahaha.......we didnt paint so didnt put on but CHeryl cant wait to put on so she is our tester for tt day.........whahahahah

AH HA!!!!!!!!!! PIC OF THE DAY..............SHE ASK ME TO TAKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!well.......she IS the President of SLOW Club.........and THERE ARE A LOT OF SLOW STUFF HERE.........so she is able to do tt............I MUST TRY TO FIND SOME MEAN STUFF LIAO...........whahahahahah

hahaha............trying another way of making bubbles.........hahha.....but is quite hard.........be4 the bubbles come out........u are almost out of breath liao...........whahahahah

ok and here are some videos i took.............very interesting!!!!..........think videos are better than pics for this..........hahahha...............enjoy!!!!!!!!

RAG session 7

2006-07-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

ok finally i reach here........yesterday event...........Rag session 7............hahaha.........this would be a more shorter one.......tired liao........maybe go sleep after this

start of the day.......the co-head of the sde rag.......'PEK'........telling us wat to do.......

and this is the almost completed tree....(left some touch-up and painting)...........hahaha........and bcos this is done mostly by the ZAHA members........this tree will be named 'ZAHA TREE'........whahahahahaha.........cool right??.......maybe we shd keep it somewhere after the rag.......hahahaha.........

and this is us 'marcheing' the tree trunk.........hahaha.......looks cool right??........cant wait to see the finishing design........hahaha.........

yes........tt is all for this rag........din take much opportunity to take photos.......we have a break and went to the student lounge again........and.........end up there for lyk ONE HR PLUS!!!!!!!!.......hahahaha.......by the time we came back to work........we are abt to leave liao.........hahahaha...........ok........tml is another rag session......shall go rest........tata!!!

Gundam Construction!!!

2006-07-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

well.........these are some photo i got from Cheryl........this is wat they were doing behind my back........preparing the BD stuff for tiff and me........just some photo of ppl from 'behind the scene'

ok and these are some of the pictures of ' The Making of Tiff and Sky Birthday Pary'.........hahaha........must give credit to all the other Zaha gang members.........without them i wont have such a memorable day!!!!!!!!

ok back to my main theme of the Gundam construction..........hahaha...........went to do it immediately the next day.........and spent the whole afternoon doing it.........haha......nothing interesting......just to let those who bought this present know tt i take this very sincerely and seriously...........hahaha...........so this most prob will be short and sweet!!!

the start of the construction..........haha........layout of the parts.............nice mini workshop right?? hehe............

see how small some parts are??..........man........if even one is lose.........then tt's it...........the whole model is gone case........tt is y i take this seriously.........esp it is from my beloved ZAHA members......haha

haha...these pics makes me look so professional..........hahaha.......cool right??......anyone wanna join my hobby??.........now u know y i wanna join Archi......part of it is becos i can do stuff lyk these........whahahahahah

AND THIS IS THE FINISHED PRODUCT!!!! HAHAHA.........IT WAS EVENING WHEN IT WAS DONE........COOL RIGHT??!!!! .........so anyone attracted to join me??

RAG session 6 (Final) --------My First Birthday Party!!!!

2006-07-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha.........MAN!!!!........blogging really IS time consuming!!!!...........hahahaha.........am i going to blog tt much everytime we have 'BIG' events??.....haha lucky now sch not started yet so i have the time.....haha........u might think it is only once a yr but ZAHA is good at doing all kind of stuff...........hahaha.....so who knows when they r going have another gathering or wat.........they were even planning on going to Rendang!!!!!.........haha but too bad many cannot make it........so din not go........well.........there is always another time, isnt it??

well...... after we are done with the birthday party...........its not over yet!!!.........haha.......we all decided to go to the open area outside Esplanade to open our presents..........

and this is tiff opening her presents........she got herself some nail polish.......and a bubble maker..........hahahah........heard tt she said something abt playing bubbles and the guys decided to get her this..........hahaha.........

hahaha.....well.....and tt is me........and my virgin Gundam Model set..........hahahaha.......now tt is COOL!!!!!!!!

haha.........while waiting for us to open our presents..........Nicolas and Emily came out with this crazy idea of imitating the picture behind............whahahaha...........

tiff getting her first hands-on on the bubble-maker........ready??.........LIFT OFF!!!!!!!!!..........let see how far she can go???!!!!!!!..........hahahaha......this is SOOOOOO amazing!!!!.......the bubble is taken soooo clearly!!!!!!!

and this is Lewina and me getting a try one the bubble making...........hmm........look at Fabien......is he trying to drink the soappy water so he can spilt bubbles from his mouth??.......whahahahahahahahhaha

i made a BIG bubble!!!!..........hahaha.........cool right??..........and the pics on the left is soo funny.......its like Wan Xuan is a New Street Fighter character.....use his lower part of body to shoot power...and he will shout 'BALLS TO U!!!'....(RA!!RA!!!)...(ideas by Rayson).....hahaha........the way he stand really makes it look lyk so and Emily is like trying to help him catch it!!!...........whahahaha.......on the right is me trying to put the bubble over Lewina's head.........since she is the nearest.........hahaha..........but the bubble disappear be4 even it got to her head...........

and after seeing wat i did..........tiff wanna have a second try..........hahaha..........not bad!!! dun u think!! and everyone is sooo amazed by it!!!!...........whahahaha

haha.......then tiff failed to make a bubble and they all make me to do it again..........and........there is it!!........another not one but two big bubbles!!! whahahaha......look at the gals trying to lift the bubbles up in the air!!!..........hahaha.......interesting!!!!!

well.........this is me ending up playing with the bubbles to entertain the ZAHA gang........hahaha......i look more like 'jie tou mai yi' or in other words street performer.........hahahah........even the tourists behind thought i am one.........whahahahahha

haha.......and more entertainment!!!!!!........i think everyone is enjoying seeing me do this..........hahaha........but frankly see........it IS fun if u are able to make it...........hahahahaha

now i look lyk the performer and Zhe Qing is the audience coming out and try while i am at the side teaching her how to do it well............whahahahha.........

haha........just when we were having fun.......Cheryl dropped her earring!!!!!!!...........haizzzz.......so some of us decided to try find it.........while some continued to have their bits of fun with the bubble maker..........whahahahah.........tommy manage to put the bubble half way into Emily 's head!!!!! wow......not bad!!!!.........maybe bcos Emily has a smaller head.........whahahahaha.......see the white shirt gal at the back.........yes.......tt is cheryl trying to find her earring (given by her mom) frantically..........and u know wat!!!!..........we later found out tt the earring was still with her all the way!!!!!!!!...........it drop at her shirt or sth........damn it!!!!....and i was lyk trying to find it lyk crazy (i know how it feels to lose stuff)........maybe i shdnt be tt good.........whahahahaha........

hmmm...........wat is Wan Xuan doing??!!!.......whahahahah.....we are doing sth evil........just be4 we leave the place.........hahahahah

well..........tt is all for my first birthday party........whahaha.........hmmm.......lyk wat Rayson said......this all started from the FOC.......i thought it is going to just know some hi-bye friends be4 sch starts...........hahaha............end up we are lyk a family.......going rag together 3 times a week.........and enjoying all the stuff together........nvr in my mind would i have expect this...........hahaha.........i am going to remember them forever and treasure them as much as i can...........IN A MEAN WAY!!!!!!!!!!!.............whahahahhahaha.............the next BIG event most prob would be the actual RAG day.........so let us just look forward to see wat interesting things in going to happen!!!!.........be4 tt........cya ard!!!!!!!!

RAG session 6 (Part 3) --------My First Birthday Party!!!!

2006-07-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

damn it........ i forgot the most important picture to put into the last post.........well......nvm then........i shall just put it here as the start of this post........whahahahaha

THERE U R!!!!!!!!OUR PIC OF THE DAY!!!!!WHAHAHAHA!!!! this picture is so hilarious right???!!!!!!!! Just look at how MUCH spice she put in her food!!!!!!! she might as well pour everything into it!!!!!!!!! and she just cant stop laughing and so Rayson our photographer took this pics............whahaha........end up getting such a good one........RAYSON U R THE MAN!!!!!!

ok.........and i shall continue........after all the food has FINALLY arrived........we spent our time eating and chit-chatting...........and after tt...........this is wat happen..........whahahahahahha........

haha......YES!!!!.........it is a birthday cake for me and tiff..........we both r born ard the same day!!!.....haha........hers is on the 18th while mine is on the 20th.........so they are celebrating it at one go...........hmmm.........to save cost??........whahahaha..........and tt is our motherly Ching carrying the cake out!!!!!.............whahaha

well......both tiff and i take a turn to take a photo with the cake.........hahaha......and the table is so low i have to 'za ma' or half squat to be able to take this photo.........whahahahaha

and this is tiff getting the honour of cutting the cake.........with the help of Ching again!!!........didnt i say her motherly??.......see isnt this a prove of it!!!!! whahahaha..........for me is my first BD celebration so i dun really know wat to do lar.........just let them have the honour of doing the stuff then..........hahaha.........i just sit back and relax........;p

ahahaha...........and this is me playing with the cake decoration while waiting for my cake.......hahaha.........u will rarely see pics of me but since i am one of the main character today........they took a lot of pics of me...........hahahaha

and this is tiff and me with our belated presents..........MAN......arent we happy abt it?!!!!

RAG session 6 (Part 2) --------My First Birthday Party!!!!

2006-07-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY!!! and finally here i am with all the materials i need to continue my RAG session 06............this is actually AFTER the RAG where we decided to have major ZAHA gathering and have a dinner at NEW YORK NEW YORK!!!!..........ahaha........in case some of u dun know.........we did not take a plane and fly to NEW YORK!..........whahahahha........NEW YORK NEW YORK!! is the name of a restaurant in CityLink Mall.........hahhaa..........so sit back and enjoy!!!!!

WOHOOOOO!!!!!!........and this is the grp photo of the ZAHA Gang!!!!........COOL RIGHT?? the food took SOOOOOOOOO LONG to be here so we ordered side dishes and take some photos......hahaha........left is the gal gang (obvious!!!).......but right is *cough cough* the guys gang??...........whahahaha......maybe bcos Emily is too tom-boy so 'destined' to be with the guys........and lyk Tommy said 'A thorn among the roses'??............whahahahahahahahaha......oh man.....i gonna be killed again!!!!........heehee *evil grin*

ok first in the list is Rayson, my new found die hard buddy in ZAHA cum Vice-President of my MEAN Club and his food........hahahaha........and he is being mean to his food now!!!!.......cant wait to put slice up the ribs he ordered.......hahahaha

ok and this is tiffeny, one of the main character of the day, y?.....u will find out soon........haha......she is a small little gal tt can keep on toking non-stop for dun know how long......hmmm.......maybe i shd go try timing it......hahahaha........and look at the grin she have here........even Zhe Qing 'siam' far away from her..........whahahahahaha

and this is the INFAMOUS Nicolas.....our AOGL(wat is 'A' stands for i dun know......Advance?? nay.....see his face u know it will not be whahahahah), going 2nd yr Archi......RARE guest of the day.........we were all doubting if he is really going to make it for this dinner.......since he is ALWAYS (and i really mean it!!) absent.........in case u cant see him clearly from the last FOC photo which i say he looked like an idiot.......now is a close-up of him........see??.........isnt i right??.........with him now carry his food and giving this funny 'dumbish' smile.........all i say is........WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

and here is Ching, our motherly figure throughout the Orientation camp, she LOOKS motherly anyway, dun u all agree??.......and right is Miao Ling ( i prefer to call her 'Miao Miao'!! hehe.....bcos if u visualise a bit.....she DOES looks a bit like a cat right??.......who knows??.......she might be a Catwoman at night!!!!...........WHAHAHAHAHA)...........and u think there is only 'Brothers-in-Arms'???..........now u see 'Sisters-in-pairs'!!!!.........hahaha......they are going 2nd yr archi........our senior and OGLs

ah ha!!!........and this is wan xuan........one our OGLs........going 2nd yr ID........he is the cool guy with 'MiMi' eyes.......hahahaha......he is very fit.....so dun play play!!!.........haha......and he came straight from work so he was dressed quite smartly.........and i think this NEW YORK NEW YORK restaurant shd ask him to do some ads........cos he makes the food look so nice yet when u eat it........hmmm......i shall not comment.........whahahahahaha.........even Nicolas is 'forced' away by Wan Xuan's glamour..........and is tt a male hand or female hand trying to feed him??!!......hmmm...........whahahahahahaha

whao!!!!..........who is this 'chio' gal (she likes ppl to call her tt lar)......hmmm......she is Emily.......also OGLs and going 2nd yr Archi.......was my junior in TPJC.........yet now is my seniors........whahaha.......make her looks OLD......whahaha.......and dun be fooled by her appearance!!!!.....she maybe be a beauty physically........but she is quite masculine internally!!!!........she will EAT u up if u r not careful.........OH NO!!!.......think i going to be in DANGER when i get back to sch!!!!..........whahahahaha........

hey.........who is this LITTLE BOY and wat is he trying to do in our dinner gathering??!!!.........whahahahaha.......this is Tommy.......he has a BABY face, dun he??........haha.......u might be amazed but he is 20 now.....and going to serve army this sept..........hahaha.........maybe bcos he have not gone through the tough army life........lets look forward to wat he looks like 2 yrs later.......hahaha........oh and he is one tech freak cos everything he say is computer and he can manage and organise things well..........he knows tons of stuff and he is one of the 'white-horse' going-to-be in army.........so DUN mess with him!!!!!

hehe......another pics of Zhe Qing........she was so hungry think she cant wait to gulp down the food as a whole!!!!..........hahaha........hmmm........wat can i say abt this gal??.........all i know is tt she live the nearest to the sch among all of us and yet lazy to come to sch for rag..........HOLY MOLY!!!! how lazy can u be man!!!! must really give the 'most lazy award' to her!!!!!........whahahahaa

yeeeeeHAAAAAA!!!!!........and this is me!!!! Sky Lo..........whahaha..........and i am the President of MEAN club.........look innocent??..........hahaha.......dun judge the book by its cover man!!!!.......my 'horn' is just not sticking out at the moment.......whahahahahaha.......

and this is Sharmini........pronouns as 'Sha-mi-ni'........in chinese is call mini sand...........whahahaha..........she dun looks lyk an indian.......think is half ba........whahahaha.........lyk the Russell Peters comedian........the same type as tiff.......can tok a lot.......oooohhhhh.........and wat makes her unique is her laughter........OH MAN!!!!!!..........if u hear her laugh at mid-night.......trust me u will get goosebumbs all over u!!!!!! whahahahahaha............

hahahaha.........and this is Fabien, the Mr Funny cum Lamer in our gang.......nvr fails to make us laugh the moment he opens his mouth to tok...........IT IS SOOOO LAME!!!!..........whahahahaha........and if u need some extra cash......go con him......he is so blur and easy to con........he gena conned 2 times buying very EX food.......anyone out there ever paid $1.60 for a small bowl of white rice and doesnt taste extraodinary nice?????? well...........here we are..........FABIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!........whahahahaha

ok......a n d t h i s i s C h e r y l o u r S L O W - C L U B
P r e s i d e n t ........ d e c i d e t o t o k a b t h e r l a s t a n d s l o w s i n c e t h i s w a t s h e i s..........a n d b e l i e v e i t o r n o t......s h e h a s h e r o w n s l o w c l u b
c o m m i t t e e........b u t t h o u g h s l o w...... w h e n i t
c o m e s t o f o o d......s h e i s a l w a y s N O. 1!!!!!........ a n d b e t s h e i s m a k i n g s o m e c r i t i c s a b t t h e
f o o d s h e o r d e r!!!!!
MAN......... typing in slow manner kills!!!!!!

hey.......i forgot abt her!!!!!.........whahahahaha.........bcos her food is SUPER-DUPER slow to be served.......all our food is almost cold when hers came...........damn!!!!! this whole restaurant can go join the Cheryl's SLOW Club......hahaha............oh..........this is Lewina........a very 'ang-moh' looking gal.........haha.......but ironically.........she need to take the QET lyk us.....opps!!!.......hahaha........and she is a national fencing participant..........so if u make her angry.........she will bring her sabre to sch and make u a 'holely' person...........which i think i going to be one already........whahahahaahaha..........

hmmm..........shall stop here for a while..........no birthday party yet??......u may wonder.........yes.........it coming up.........so continue to stay tune!!!!

RAG session 6

2006-07-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

this is a delayed blog bcos the blog seems to be down or having problem......maybe due to heavy traffic.......i cant seem to upload photo........damn 'du lan'.......so the post was delayed......sorry for the inconvinence......hahaha

HELLO!!!!.......i am here to tok abt the rag session again!!!.......hmmm........it is our 6th session already......haha......well........as usual we meet together for lunch and then do our stuff........however, little do i know tt this day......24th July 2006, Monday........will become one of the most unforgettable day in my life......wat is it??.........stay tune!!!!

today we continued to 'marche' our 'tree', our senior re-positioned the tree so we can marche other parts easier.......ok take a look at the pics clearly.......do u see a black-dressed gal?? yes!!! she is Zhe Qing!!! Our 'Guest-of-honour' that day.......haha.....she was sort of busy 'studying' for the QET since after FOC.......haha but i bet she spent most of the time watching her tv with SCV........she was so lazy she said she dun wanna move to come to sch for RAG!!!!!!.....oh man!!!!......whahahahah.......well........at least she DID join us finally today.......

haha......one fun thing we came out with........there is a slope there and we decided to just pour the starch on it so we can 'wet' the newspaper faster(see wat fabien is doing).....whahaha and it works!!! but dirty the floor (WHO CARES!!!)......hahaha

haha and this is wat the guys came out with when we cannot reach the top of the tree.......and fabien really fit the job well!!!!.........see the video below and u will agree man!!!!

see?? he is skilled right??

and this is a photo of how hot the starchy stuff is.......see the STEAM engulfind Cheryl!!!! and left is rayson holding the HOT newspaper with the starchy stuff with HIS BARE HANDS!!!!
oh man........tt is a great sacrifice by all of us Zaharian!!!!!.......haha

ok just as u might wonder if we Zaharian are the only ones in RAG.......nope......there are others......hahaha.......decided to take a look at wat others are doing and might as well take it down.........haha......must make their action known in my blog...........whahahahah

ok and this is just some final pics to show how BIG our 'project' is......whahaha..........and a close up pics of our 'GUEST-OF-HONOUR' Zhe Qing.........in case some of u dun know........whahahhaa............anyway u might wonder y there is no pics of me.........cos i am the only one taking photos!!!.........Cheryl got a cam and not using it.......dun know y lar........hahaha......so u might think i am not doing anything........haiz........well.........tt is the disadvantage of being cameraman........u will not be known........haha........well.....i am the President of MEAN Club........one more bad thing abt me is not going to hurt right??.......whahahahaha...........if CHeryl has the right to be slow...(late for almost all the meeting)..........then i have the rights to be MEAN!!!!!.....whahahahaahah.........

tt's it for now...........wonder y i haven tok abt anything abt tt unforgettable event!!!..........cos the pics is still not here yet and this stupid blog is having probs..........hahha..........so continue to stay tune like the FOC!!!.........hahaha........good to have sth to chew on cos the next one is going to be a long one.........whahahahahaha

RAG session 5

2006-07-22T09:49:00.000+08:00

i was SO shag the day be4 so i didnt blog and blog today......y?.......u shall see.....

wohoooo.........after the DAMN QET..........we went to rag as usual........think we r the most ON OG who went to the most amount of rag session and stay longest for every session............haha.........but this session we were quite shag cos we just had most of our braincell kill from the QET........so we were all lyk half-hearted........but it is still fun.......hahhahaha

we were told to do a MEGA paper marche today...........huge right.........hahaha.......only did less than half cos tons of prob man!!!!!!!!.......hahaha.........and while we r doing so............tiff was at the side tearing newspaper(cos she dun want to get her hands 'starchy')..........hahaha and being a 'live radio dj' or rather a 'live facts reporter'........cos she cant sing or dance........just tearing newspaper and teling some fun facts...........hahhaha.......man!!!!.......she really can tok if she wants...........think she is the chatterbox in our grp ba........hahahahaha.........opps!!!!!!!!...........and see Sharm the only indian gal sitting on the ladder?? hahahaha...........bcos she is *cough cough* big (OH MAN!!! now this is MEAN!!).......so she is used to balance the ladder so the guy on top,Rayson, will not fall over the the huge thingy!!!!.............whahahahahahha

this is the place where we worked.........outside the studio......damn its quite hot there and i worn a thick shirt bcos of the QET........man.....i was sweating lyk hell!!!!!...........haha........behind are my seniors and guys from other OG doing some painting jobs at the back..........

the guys discussing how we r going to marche the top of this huge thing!!!!.......MISSION IMPOSSIBLE??!!!..........HAHAHAHA............and left is how shag i was(the one leaning onto the foldable ladder)..........the result of not enough sleep and having a test on the next day!!!!!..........hahahahha

another 'tao hue' break at MAC..........haha........found out something interesting........Sharm ordered a McSpicy and only eat the meat inisde left the bread alone!!!!!.........OMG!!!!..........think tt is y she is *cough cough* big??!!...............whahahahahahahahahah......think i am potentially going to have one more knife targetting at me liao..........

SQUEEZEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!........hahaha.......this is wat we did when we went to a food court to wait for Lewina's medical checkup..........man it took really long..........she was there lyk 1330 and till 1800 its still not done and there is still lyk 30 ppl in front of her..........OMG...........think the whole NUS medical center gena Cheryl Virus(i shall name tt virus, easier for me to type.....whhahahaha)......

while waiting for Lewina to finish her medical check-up, we went to the NUS student lounge........haha........how we get in without matric card??........hmmm..........trade secret........hahahaha.........and these are the guys playing with the table-soccer..........hahha.......i was invited to play pool with a third yr-to-be student.........he was an indian foreign student........too bad Cheryl did not take photos of it........part of it is she scared the indian student would mind and part of the reason........well......bet u all know now.........she is too slow!!!!!!!.,..........hahaha.........well........that indian guy was good!!!.........we played 2 round of pool in less than 15mins......haha.......i lose badly first round but won luckily in the 2nd round so it was sort of quite a friendly match..........too bad i forgot his name (i always do.........and now with Cheryl at the side.,......it got worse!!!whahaha)........and so the guys were playing the table-soccer...........and look at Rayson trying to come out with EVIL ideas.(pic on the right)..........man......tt is y i make him the vice-president of MEAN club.............whahahah..........he block the goal so the ball will not go in and pay again so as to play again..........they played till wat time i dun know..........cos i left to help my dad after tt...........haizzzzz............too bad i cant stay to enjoy the fun.........

these are some of the pics i got from Cheryl......they went to somewhere(they dun tell me.....dun know y also......say is top secret......hmmmmmm........).......hahaha..........
these pics are so funny cos they really fits each one of them except Rayson........i bet the other make Rayson do it........see??.........the President just left for a while and vice-president is being bullied!!!!..........hahaha........otherwise is Rayson too tired and the Cheryl Virus 'cheng xu er ru' and cause Rayson to go haywired.......hahahahah........the other.........let me say this..........Tommy and Fabbien are already lyk a clown liao..........their action and behaviour.........hahaha.......so the hats just suit them sooooo well..............and the gals..........at the first look i thought Lewina went to 'perm' her hair to that!!!!!...........on 2nd look then i found out its not.........give me a hell of a shock man!!!............cos it fits her SOOO well........whahahahaha.........and Cheryl.........think she do not know western ppl in the past make ppl to wear tt kind of big hats to name he/she STUPID.........whahahahah...........and she wear it just nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!whahahahaha

okok...........think i have enough of doing this............have to go tuition later............man........more braincell killing..............hahaha............ok.............cya again!!!!............tutu!!!!

Informative day--------My Birthday!!!!!!!!

2006-07-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

First thing first.........I AM OFFICIALLY
21!!!!!!!!!!whahahahahah..............lets see wat i can do when i am 21..........hmmm.......first thing in my mind........can watched R(A) shows.......whahahaha.........last time got this 'American Beauty' show which won a lot of awards but its R21.........god damn it..........and many oscar winning shows are R21 lor..........so dun only think of erm......porn........ok??.......next is .........i can get a 2nd singtel phone line!!!!.........haha.......which makes things easier for me.........lazy to tell the reason lar.......long story...........hmmm.........wat else.......cant think of any liao.......so far only know i will be called UNCLE liao.......boohoohoo........hahaha.........but its ok.......anyway........its same as always.......my BD is a low profile one.......a party.......hmmm........so far none......erm.......if i rem correctly........think my kindergarden in hk celebrated every students BD tt time......but who can rem then when i was like 2-3 yrs old man!!!!!..........and BD cake ar.........haha.......my first was from the army camp by this guy 'Lip Hang'.......he just lyk to do crazy, funny stuff.....but bcos of tt........at least our life in the ADSD medical center is not tt dull.........hahaha.........ok so tt is all for my 21st BD.........haha.......told u is low profile......so there is nothing much to tok abt...........haha.........oh yar.........this yr i going NUS and NUS give me this SUPER BIG present........the QET!!!!.......quality english test just after my BD...........god damn it man!!!!!!!!!!!.............whahahhahaha

next is........after my tuition session today.......as always the Zaharians are online chit-chatting..........trust me......this chit-chatting every night will cause u many things undone.........hahaha..........but is quite interesting and fun........lyk erm.........teasing cheryl.........understanding one another better.........the bonds between Zaharians seems to be the strongest........y?..........cos our grp is the one always present at RAG and most impotantly........we go as a whole grp!!!!!!...........whahhahahaha..............i am SOOOOOOOO glad i am in this grp man!!!!!ZAHARIANS RULES!!!!!!!!!!!.............and then sometimes when we knows more of each other..............it sort of turn out too amazing............ok the first thing i know is during FOC where i know tt both Fabien and Tommy are same pri sch with me.........then Emily, my OGL, is same jc as i am,TPJC!!!!...........ok knowing these is sort of incredible liao..........cos we are all in the same grp!!!!!!!!.............and as u know we have 4 guys in the FOC OG...........so i was sort of wondering how Rayson is related to me or anyone of the guys..........and just as i was trying to find out...........shocking news came..............Rayson and Fabien are from the same camp and their units are just across a road!!!!!!!.........and........Ching, another of my OGL, Rayson and i are both born in HK!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY MOLY!!!!!!!!!!! CAN U BELIEVE TT???!!!!!...........it is as if fate and destiny brought us together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!now it makes me wonder more how the gals are related to each other..............who knows??!!!............the outcoming might be as shocking as this!!!!!......or even more shocking!!!!!!!!...........whahahaha.........hey i just thought of it.........tiff and sharm are from same JC.,ACJC..........and both Cheryl and Lewina is attached..........hmmm.......not tt shocking though.........but well..........its still related right??

ok next is the fun part again..........ITS RAG SESSION 4!!!!!!!! i am going to take note of the process cos it is so fun and interesting!!!!!so look forwaord to it!!!!!...........i will try to make this 'report' as detail as the FOC i did last few posts..............hahahahahaha

well..........first pics of the days...........i told u(read rag session 3) ppl tt i will take pics of us making the 'starchy' stuff......haha........and here it is.......this is Rayson.......the guy who is born in same country as me!!!!!!.......haha...........we are somewhat 'cooking' the starch powder and making it 'gluey' so we saving our cost in buying white glue.........how to do it mah........it is our trade secret so cannot be too detail..........hahahahah...............we guys got it successfully in our first attempt cos we are TOO GOOD!!!!!...........whahahahahah..........wait till u see how the gals are doing...........whahahahahahahahaha................

haha.........and this is the gals using the starchy stuff to 'stick' newspaper onto some structures the guys did........haha.........they are enjoying themselves so much bcos it is their first time 'playing' with tt in the RAG session..........usually its the guys job but today no flowers for them to do.........whahaha........so they have to get themselves dirty too!!!!...........HEY WAIT!!!!!!!........ANYONE NOTICE SOMETHING!!!!!! LOOK AT THE MOST LEFT SIDE..........SOMEONE IS DOING SOC!!!!!!!!............WHAHAHAHAHA................SLACKING ONE CORNER!!!!!!!!..................whahahaha confirm is boyfriend called if not how will she be so serious!!!!!.............whahahahahhahahaha

well.............this is wat happen to ur hands when u play with 'paper mache'...........hahaha.........dripping gluey stuff..........whahahhaha..........and u have to listen to ur phone lyk how tiff did..........the worse thing to happen (ur phone rings) when u r doing paper mache............hahahahha.........

ah ha............and this is where we are having a break.........to the MAC again!!!!!...........think this is going to be our frequent visited place since it is the nearest to our studio...........hahaha........and look at the gals playing with a toy from a Happy Meal!!!!! whahahahahah.........childish right??

after the break..........it is time for the gals to have a try in making the starchy thing liao........look at the pics man!!!!!!!........LOOK LIKE A BUNCH OF WITCHES ARD A POT RIGHT???..........whahahahah.........AND THEY FAILED THIS ATTEMPT!!!!!!........damn too bad this thing wont go POFF!!!!!!........hahahahahahha..............oh and this is mainly bcos the PRESIDENT of SLOW Club is doing the job so it failed.........and all the others just gena the virus becos being too near to her...........haha............OMG i am going to be a 'HOLELY' man liao........gena pok by Lewina's fencing skills!!!!!! whahahahaha..........who cares!!!.........cos I AM THE PRESIDENT OF MEAN CLUB (ANTI-SLOW!!!)............AND I HAVE RAYSON A CAPABLE VICE-PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!whahahahahahaha...........

well..............2nd attempt.........finally get it!!!!..........hahaha..........their victory photo!!.........and on the right is wat u get if u play too much paper marche!!!..........whahahahaha

hahaha..........and this is a photo of a fly who flew to my shirt............and its my shirt which it flew on and the gals were lyk screaming...........then Lewina came to SLAP IT......with her hands full of STARCHY STUFF........damn it.........think she did it on purpose.........whahahahahahahhaha

hmmm.........while blogging i decided to go downstairs to check out on my mailbox to see if the matriculation package is here..........COS ALL MY FRIENDS HAD GOT IT EXCEPT THOSE SAME COURSE AS ME!!!!!!!!!...........haha.........found nothing except this...........which is quite a surprise..........hahaha..........A BIRTHDAY CARD!!!!!..........hmmm............lets see............my third BD card so far..........hahaha..........not 3rd today........but 3rd for my 21 yrs of life.............hahaha.........now u know tt i am super low profile one...........hmmm..........this is from Lih Ying.........Quite touched!!!!!.........haha...........and Lih Ying...........if MAN U CANT WIN, NEITHER CAN LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!! SO MAN U MUST WIN SO AT LEAST 'UR' LIVERPOOL WILL GET 2ND!!!!!!!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA...............

and this is the least least least expected gift from my brother.........haha.........and it is SOOOO DAMN COOLLLL!!!!!!!!!............WORLD CUP 2006 TEAM LOGOS!!!!!!............whahahahaha.........ok lets see...........gift mah..........i received ard ermmmm.............ard 10 ba..........haha............still not bad.........average one every 2 yrs..........hahaha...........satisfied lar...........'知足常乐‘ mah............i am a guy easily satisfied........as long as happy can liao............hahaha..........ok..........think my blog will end here..............not bad for a 21st BD............will look forward to my life in NUS SDE.............hahaha..........tata!!!!!!!!

P.S: take a look at this clip....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ea7oIraV2Q0.....quite funny.........contributed by Ericsson.......whahahahha

Rag session 3 (part 2)

2006-07-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

well..........these are the photos of our rag taken by cheryl.........hmm.......although she is slow, silly and blur..........well........have to give credit tt she is kind to share us the photos she taken......haha.......this is the photo of the flowers which the gals were making throughout the afternoon...........not bad right......hahaha

this is wat we did be4 we went to help the gals with the flowers........we help to make the frame for the tree canopy..........haha..........the guys looks cool huh.........esp me.....dun u think......whahahahahaha...............damn.......gena this 'thick-skin' virus from this Lih ying friend of mine.........haha.........ohhhhhhhh...........and toking abt virus..........dun get too near to Cheryl!!!!!!!!............today some of the guys started to act so weird.........like com gena virus or sth.........we sounds so blur and slow too..........whahahahaha...........get urself some anti-virus or firewall be4 getting near her..........whahahahahha..............or u might exp some lagging in ur thinking, 'hanged' halfway or worse...........'crash'...........hahahaha.......

well.....last photo of the day...............this is the flower we guys made........it ONLY look nice when u put them together and make it look like a bouquet lyk the pics...........haha...........so wu liao till we make this photo........whahahaha

rag session 3

2006-07-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm.............be4 i go on to my rag session 3 today.........some of u might notice tt my last post tok abt 5 'xia ke'......yet i only named 4............cos.........one of them is ericsson who 'abandon' his good old friends.......left us to suffer in army while he ran off to aussie to continue his studies.............haha.........actually he is still a foreigner so no need to go army...........haiz............too bad..........miss him as he is such a great friend to me..........we were both 'hong ki'....and we seems to bond very well with each other............haha........how i wish i can go aussie to meet him at least once but.............well..........no $$$$..........so have to wait lor...........haha.........oh oh........i have to write sth very interesting.....my jc friend........lih ying.....dun know how to ride a bike..........hahahahahahah..........ok.......i am really evil......damn.......i gonna get retributed one day man..........haha........maybe next time ask her to go cycle together and teach her ba............laugh at her at the same time!!!!.........hehehehehe...............okok........lets get back to my rag session 3 today..........hmm......too bad i din bring my camera today........maybe next time ba........cos guys will comfirm gets their hands dirty from doing the starch thingy.......haha......wonder wat tt is???...........hehe............business secret from the archi department.........haha...........joking lar...........its using starch powder and making glue stuff..........cheap and productive..........so maybe next time try to take some pics or 2 and lets u ppl see..........haha........then fabien, rayson and i.........3 out of the 4 masketeers........sort of siam the starchy thingy and went to help with some flowers thingy............haha........its a gal thing lar......but if u can enjoy the aircon........who dun want!!!!!!!!!.........haha..........then we sort of compete with the gals who make more flowers but the guys give up cos we r so tired and wat so fun abt tt??.............haha.........might as well let the gals win since we dun gain anything from this.........and u dun expect the guys the make the gals treat u ice-cream bcos they lose to u GUYS making FLOWERS right??............whahahhahahaha.............ok lar..........then after tt we went off bcos almost everyone left..........haha...........and i went to my dad's shop which is at Bukit Timah Plaza to help him with the fixing of some lights............so........now i am soooooooooooooooooooooo tired...........and tml is another day to help cos he sort of got a big customer so.........shall got rest now.................until next time then...........tata!!!!!!!!!!!!

'Last' outing of the JC 5 'XIA KE'

2006-07-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

haha..............today was a outing with 'bear'=tze siong, siwei and leroy (cant find nicks for the latter 2, haha) well..............hmmm..............its sort of our last outing be4 sch start ba........cos when sch starts it is going to be very busy esp for me!!!!!!!! cos heard from my senior my course is very very taxing............so..........next outing most prob will be the sem 1 holiday ba.......so we just chiong almost the whole day........well........not clubbing cos dun know y.........my close friends all dun 'chiong' one........which is a good sign cos i dun drink!!!!!!.........haha..........unbelievable??.........its real........sort of got tt phobia from young........my dad gave me drink a sip of XO and i end up in toliet for the whole day and miss my fav tv show............damn it and i swear i nvr tt tt kind of drinks anymore..............whahahhahahaha...........so come back to my outing.........we met at city hall interchange and decide where to go eat lunch...........haha........we have no idea at all so go walk ard suntec city..........after a trip round the 'fortune fountain'...........we decided to eat at this 'Siam Kitchen'..........haha........my decision cos sort of the cheapest ard there.................but trust me........its not cheap at all.............we end up spending 20+ bucks each for a so call 'buffet'.......but the food is quite nice though............then we go play pool after tt...........and this is where all the interesting things happens................leroy and siwei..........DUN PLAY WITH THEM.........they dun use skill to play..........they use 'tyco'.........y?........bcos they aim at this hole........they miscue and u thought its ur turn??........the ball row to the other hole and score............wha liao eh...............how can lyk tt sia..........and throughout the game.........75%-80% is all lyk tt.........siong and i played till we 'give up'..........but trust me u will really be amazed by their way of scoring..........though is 'tyco'.......but it sort of become entertainment........haha.........cos i bet those shots even professional cannot perform tt.........hahaha...............ok..........tt's it........i am so tired now.........we went home after tt lar...........still want me to say wat..........then later i got to go NUS for rag.........go rest liao.........blog again when i have the time..........cya!!!!!!!!

2006-07-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm.........today really is a boring day.........got 2 tuition at a time........ahaha.......i teach lar.......uni liao how to get tuition sia!!!!......then teach till i almost got 1/3 of my brain cells destroyed!!!!...........haha......other than tt.........today is total boredom..........aniway.....a friend which i met online told me this stuff which i find it interesting so let u guys know.........look forward to it k??

>>>Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August.
>>>It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye.
>>>This will cultimate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of
>>>earth.
>>>Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am .
>>>It will look like the earth has 2 moons.
>>>The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287.
>>>Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it
>>>again.

IDAKI 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Part 4, last part, SAD!!)

2006-07-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!!!!............haha.......didnt expect i still have so much time be4 my tv programme start so i might as well get over and done with my FOC blog..........hhaha...........since i am in the mood anyway.............ok here goes the last part........Enjoy!!!!!!

this is the night be4 the last day.........well.....the night which we just had our sentosa outing tt is..........we sort of isolate ourselves from the others........due to some stuff(lazy to explain lar)........haha so we just stay in this room and discuss the design we r going to make the next day.........and we sort of discuss till world cup start!!! which is ard 3am!!!! whahahaha..........so we just watch it on tommy's laptop.........well.........who will miss the world cup for anything!!!!!!!............esp for guys!!!!!!!......whahahah........actually the gals was going to sleep but when someone said he is hungry and wanna order MAC.........wow.........u shd see everyone's expression.......its like something struck them........everyone become so energetic.........whahahahah........esp Cheryl.........she immediately shouted 'I WANT!!!!!!!!!' .......when she was the one who was so tired and fell asleep while we were discussing the project.......HAHAHAHAHAHA..........and tt really gave me a deep impression.......not only is this gal silly.....she is such a food-lover!!!!!..........maybe bcos of tt she got bf ba............hahahah..........who knows man!!!!!!!!!!...............well..........and this is how we get through the night after sentosa...........hahahah

well.......and here we are finally on the last day doing our design project........and trust me this is the day which seems to pass so damn fast.......bcos u were rushing to finish the whole design!!!.......and we thought of our design be4 we know wat material we have so we sort of need to change a lot of stuff and end up taking up a lot of time..........many of us even forgot our lunch!!however........the lunch wasnt tt nice anyway.......hahaha........and while we are doing it.......our aogl Nicolas FINALLY appear and really......he is more lyk a ghost cos he will vanish so suddenly and reappear out of no where when u least expect him to do so.........so he appear this time to sort of like 'officiate the opening of our project'.........whahaha........by acting as though he is cutting the i forgot wat is tt call liao........hahah.........anyway u all shd know wat i mean lar...........hahaha.......and he look so like an idiot!!!!! hahaha...........just some fun while we are doing the project..........it is so much fun!!!!!!

yeah!!! and this is our OGL having their own bits of fun while waiting for us to finish the designs..........looks more lyk a family right?? whahahahahahahahaha.........the back is the parents and the front are the sibling..........whahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hope they dun see it or i might be kill in the process!!!)) whahahhaha!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!! and this is our final product of the design........ahaha........look weird but it is actually can be quite nice if it is not cardboard.........watever lar..........most important is we have fun!!!! hahaha..............

well........after one day of hardwork........we have to destroy the design.........haha.......actually be4 tt we have a water bomb war again to see whose fort actually stand strongest..........but........end up its not the fort being thrown at........its ppl throwing at each other........so all the fort was mostly still standing nicely and almost everyone is drench..........wat is worst is tt the OGLs actually made some chilly sauced water bomb and some other with other stuff so many of us stink after tt 'war'...........hahaha.........

yeah!!! and this is our ZAHA grp and the small little area which we slept at during the last few days.............haha and we are the only grp which have this label...........thx to emily....one of the OGLs..........who brought the light just for this purpose!!!!hahaha..........but it give us a stronger sense of belonging though.......hahaha

this is wat the OGLs did for us!!!!...........oh wow.........can u imagine tt??.........haha...........we didnt expect our OGL to do so much for us and we took a photo of us taking one which belong to us!!!!! hahaha.........our OGL RULES!!!!!!!!!!!...........ZAHA IS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THE FINALE!!!!!!!!!!!well...........'shi shang wu bu san zi yan xi'.......we have to part anyway.......so this is the last night and last photo of our orientation camp...........haha.........well.........just like i said the 4 guys at the back are us!!!!!.........the 4 masketeers!!!!!hahahahah...........too bad the person taking the photo 'cannot make it' if not it would be a very nice photo.........haha............well...........i am going to the RAG event so let just see if there is anything interesting things going to happen...........haha.............cya ard guys!!!!!!!!

IDAKI 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Part 3)

2006-07-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm..........today is such a free day.........was intending to go NUS to help out in the float for the RAG event but Rayson my ZAHA grp mates cant make it due to a flu......i decided not to go also.......hahaha.......come on!!!.....ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!!!!! yeehaaaaaa!!!!........so i shall continue with my FOC part 3.........(its Freshman Orientation Camp if u dun know)...........hahaha......this time try have a snack by ur side.........then sit back and ENJOY!!!!!!

well.....this is it..........at Sentosa.......YES!!!..........we went all the way to Sentosa but trust me and some of u may know.........tt Sentosa is not tt far from NUS........i cant even take a short nap on the shuttle bus!!!!.......haha.......watched the world cup the day be4 so was quite shag!!!!!....whahaha.........and this is the start of the event...........with a photo of the whole SDE!!!!!!!!!!!! whahhaha..................

one and three gals stepped on top of me!!!!!!!(take note of theok........and off we go to the first game of the day........and tt is human tower!!!!!!! haha........yes.........and obviously the guys will be at the bottom but guess wat........i was the sui arrow!!)..........holy shit!!!! my back was already half injuried and this come...........hahahaha...........my HP dropped quite an amount after tt..........haha........hey come on........i admit i am not tt fit ok??........but even if a fit guy might not be able to tahan tt long..........haha........and i have to admit my legs were sort of shaking by the time tiff (the gal who is climbing) got up..........well.....eventually she fell........so........we decided to make a two layer instead of three..........and we nearly lost becos of tt fall.........lucky tiff did not injured tt badly........and i think we r the 2nd last grp..........hahaha.......whew.......and the losing team.........shall do this................row row row.....and row row row........down the small slope to cover themselves in sand totally!!!! whahaha............they look so funny after tt........too bad i dun have the photo of them in sand...........

we played some ball games and fresbie games too but dun have the photo too..........prob everyone was too engross in the games ba......haha...........well........watever.......this is another game which i think it is so obvious to everyone..........tug-of-war!!!!!!..........ahaha.......i am considered one-man-down.........so i didnt take part in this..........well......we lost though......haha........nothing to do with me.......cos they choose specific no of guys and gals to be fair........think we are sort of a clumsy grp ba..........haha......some pushing some pulling...........haha.........well.........it is not a game which we wanna win anyway............hahaha

woohoooo............this is a pics of us doing a stupid indian dance!!!!!!! hahaha.........doesnt even look lyk it right...........look lyk a bunch of fools fooling ard the tree...........dun even know wat we are doing...........whahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

well......we were told to make our NUS logo in 3D form during our 'Amazing Race' in Sentosa.........haha........but we name it 'Amazing Walk' becos it is AMAZING that we can walk in a RACE!!!!!..............whahahahah............actually everyone waas half-dead by then.........so we all walk instead of run.........haha...........and we did quite a great job in this, dont u agree???...........hahaha.....dun give me any credit for this cos i am only one of the 'cyclops' ard who only use eyes power to work during this........haha........army personal will know wat i mean.........cos everyone surround the place..........there sure to be some who cant work right??...........hahaha.........so the few of us just kept quiet and use 'eye power' and the thing is done!!!!!!!!..............whahahahhahahayes and here we are..........at the end of the day.............we start with a grp photo.........we end with a grp photo...............SDE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zahahahahah..........yeah!!!!!!..........this is my grp in sentosa.........we took these photo while waiting for our shuttle bus.........and the are GUYS POWER!!!!!!!hahaha........i can say the 4 of us are quite close course we are always together in a grp of ourselves and not following the main grp whahahha.........always wander off by ourselves busy chit-chatting until we found out we broke of from the grp.........hahaha.......u might not believe it but we are somehow related to each other........fabien and tommy are in the same pri sch as me!!!!!!!! can u believe tt......not one but 2!!!!!!!! the probability is so small and we meet here in the same grp in the same course.........man!!!!......it is so unbelievable......and the gal we thrown(oh we didnt drop her, though we actually wanted to hahahahaha).......she is same jc as me.........my junior 2yrs ago now have become my senior...........hahaha

hmm...........ok tt is all for the 3rd day.............hahaha............yes yes there is more!!!!!!!!! well........it is going to be the last part next though...........haha..........so continue to stay tune cos more interesting stuff is coming up!!!!!!!!tata!!!!!!!..................

IDAKI 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Part 2)

2006-07-13T12:53:00.001+08:00

haha ok here comes part 2!!!! it more of fun than thrill though.........so sit back......prob have a pop -corn or sth and ENJOY!!!!!!!!! hahahaha..........!!!!!!

Our first game at West Coast Park the 2nd day.....'Tie the most number of rubber band on the guy with the least hair in our grp' and........Tommy is the chosen one!!!! whahhaa......lucky he still has quite an amount of hair.......if not who know wat we will do to get his hair out.....hahaha...cos the losing team has to eat a mixture of stuff lyk seasoning!!!....URK!!!!.....i bet he suffered quite an amount of 'casualties' in this game........well at least he didnt get any patch of baldness!!!!........whahahha......this pics looks cute isnt it??!!......ahaha too bad he didnt stay tt way throughout the day.....!!!! ;p

ok.....this is sort of the 2nd game......well.....still at the same station though....loser has to eat some gross stuff.......haha this time passing banana using mouth......yarrr.....this kind of game are common in this kind of orientation.......well......we got tons of games which use mouth......haha........dun know y lar......think the senior got a 'fetish' in playing these games.......haha......hey come on......who would want to lose their 'first kiss' to someone they dun know man!!!!...........at least i dun!!!!......whahahahhaa..........

hahaha well......this is STILL the same station and anyother game........pick the chosen pegs on the grd and clip it onto ur team mates face.......haha........Fabien was picked to be the 'pegged' and i am the one 'snatching' it...........haha........well......sorry fabien if it hurts.........but he looks SOOOO funny in this.........hahahaha....................maybe shd peg more.....but tt is all they provided......hahaha........well.......good things is we won all the games in this station and did not eat any of the disgusting stuff..........hahaha.........i was already having a bit of stomach upset tt day and if i eat tt..........i going to stay in the toliet man.........haha.........

wonder y this gal is here again??!!!!.........haha.........bcos this gal is so silly tt she gena water bomb when she is not even the player of the game!!!!.......not one......but TWO!!!!!!!!!........well.....its a game where one person in each of the 2 teams come out blindfolded and will be guided by their teamsmates to get the bomb to whack the opponent person.........and the other were suppose to just make a circle so the 2 person dun run too far away.........haha........and this gal Cheryl AGAIN!!!.......was just standing at the circle and let the bomb whack her!!!!!........whahahahhaha...........well.......there is a more silly incident too but involved a gal in other team but failed to take tt pics so..........too bad.........this gal is the pick of the day!!!!!!!!whahahhahaha.......silly silly silly.......!!!!!!!!!!!

well...........next is the one which i somehow got injured in.........haha....y?? bcos this game require the guy to backpack the gal and play water bomb war games..........its obvious in the pics......water bomb in the air....'INCOMING!!'.......HAHAHA......forgot if fabien dodge tt one though.......haha......for me......i sort of got my back injuried from a soccer game just be4 this orientation camp and i was picked to carry the heaviest gal........hmmm.......if u not sure.......its lyk carrying a 'petty'(dun know how to spell ;p) log on my own........haha........hey i still manage to dodge one of the bomb ok?? haha...........dun pray pray!!!!!!

hmm......this is one of the 'game master' demostrating the game........some 'hai dai' game......think some of u might know but i nvr heard of this game so i also dun know how to explain it.......just tt when he demostrating the 'thing'..........it sort of hit our laughing spot........he look more like a clown than anything else..........whahhahahahaha.........and later on he was known as the 'hai dai guy' and not his name.......and.........i really dun rem his name!!!!!!!!whahahahhaha

GIRL POWER!!!!!!!!!!hahahah this is the female gang in our grp......they went off to have their own bits of fun while the others are waiting for them!!!!!!!!!!!!! looks lyk a grp of powerpuff gals dun they??!!! hahaa just tt here got 5 of them!!!......and dun pray pray with them also!!!.....they each have they 'powderful' ability!!!!! its for me to and for u to find out!!!!!!.........i will get killed if i name them out.........whahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!

THE ZAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha........now u know y i got tons of 'hahaha' in my blog...........hahaha...........that is the end for the west coast park trip.........there is still some exciting part not here though but maybe bcos our ogl are also involved in it so did not take them so...........tt all for the 2nd day.........hahahaha.......YES.......there is still a next part!!!!!!!............so continue to stay tune for more of the IDAKI 2006!!!!!!

IDAKI 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

ok finally i somehow pick some nice photos to put in my blogs........well.....here it is......my Freshman Orientation Camp!!!!!! ENJOY!!!!

ok here is the first day of the camp........didnt expect so much ppl but considering it is the whole SDE or School of Design and Environment......hmmm.......it doesnt really look tt much.....haha.........and the right pics is we playing some ice breakers........which from the look.........is NO USE!!!!!!!.......haha......but wat else is better to do then this??!!........haha

haha......first day games......use action to let ur team mates guess some names......haha......look at tommy.....looks lyk a monkey right??......haha......and we are all squeezing brain juices to think wat he is trying to say........haha........look at all the expression!!!!whahahahahahha!!!!!!

haha.......this is the so call 'trust walk'......think we are playing 'hide-and-seek'?? think again......wat u are going to see next are R-rated.......not for the weak-hearted......BEHOLD!!!!!!!!

haha these are not photoshop photo they are how it is when the pics are taken......looks very real right??......haha.......i salute my senior for doing such a great job!!!!......haha next yr will be our turn......wonder if i am given the chance to do??.......haha.......it will be so much fun scaring ppl......though i heard some senior got injured by some scared freshies.....whahahhahaha!!!!!!......well.....i have to admit i AM scared by them at first cos they did a really great job in positioning themselves and giving that fright factor......haha......but i got numb at the back though......haha.......was trying to scared back the 'ghost'......but failed......haha.......but i really enjoy it!!!!.......esp some gals lyk Cheryl still scared by places lyk the 5th floor........hahahaha.......still enjoying myself teasing them!!!!......hahahahahhaha......I AM EVIL!!!!!

whahaha........these are pics taken during this 'trust walk'.......come on......tell me these are CLASSIC photos man!!!!! where can u get these pics except in movies and acting???!!!! These pics are taken LIVE!!! Rare!!!! and tt pink colour shirt gal is Cheryl the gal i tok abt......man u shd have seen the aftermath expression on her.......too bad tt pics was not taken.....i wonder if her bf will get jealous after seeing these (yes she is taken guys!!!)......whahahahahahha........trust me.....it is so fun teasing her........might even get addicted!!!!.......OMG!!!......my devils horn are getting larger.......hahahahahhaa

well.......and it comes to prata session after tt thrilling exp.....see how happy the guys are chit-chatting??!!! trust me, Fabien the guy in 2nd left is the most happy guy.....haha y?......bet u all can figure out urself!!! whaha......and yah i do miss this session still cos we had so much fun there.....as our ZAHA grp of course.......and then we went back to NUS to do some research on our upcoming project design games......on Zaha Hadid.....well.....its in the middle of world cup season.....so i sort of cant sleep.....haizz.....(i am the one in THICK hair on the right in case u dun know) haha.........well......u can see how shag everyone is......cos this walk actually took quite long.....and we still have to wait for other grps to finish be4 we can.........BATH!!!!......yes we cant clean ourselves up so the gals just K.O on some ground......haha......one hell of a scene huh??........lyk the gals r in out field or sth.......only seen these scene in army camp......haha

ok......i shall stop for a while to do sth else.....but dun run away!!!!!......cos this is only the first day!!!.......haha.......part 2 is still coming up........so stay tune!!!.......haha

My Expensive Hobbies!!!!!!

2006-07-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

yoooooooo.......well, i finally did receive the photos but it is so many tt i need some time to pick out some interesting one to put here. And so.......at the meantime......i shall write abt some of my hobbies......my proud collections.....whahahhaha......!!!

haha......this is my bomberman collection. It is almost the complete set, left those which does not look nice and include some stuff which my mom put in 'bcos got space mah' tt is wat she say ....so wat can i do man??!!!Well.......u might wonder y i collect this......hmmm......actually its bcos this is a collection when i was in sec sch......tt time i dun have much allowance from my parents so this is the only figures which i can afford.....now tt i have my own income and allowance.....heeheehee*evil grin*......i will try to collect gundam figures.....which is my dream collections......which is going to cost a bomb......haha......well......some dreams do cost u, dont they?? it might take some time but well.......look forward to it!!! cos i already got the whole collection of gundam animes.......from gundam MS IGLOO, gundam 0079 which is the start of gundam series to gundam wing the most famous one, to the recent gundam seed destiny......hahaha.......if u r interested can tell me but i will tell u it is my VERY precious collection and took me a few yrs to get them!!! so dun be offended if i do not lend u immediately.....hahaha........

haha......this is my SUPER proud collection.....my comics!!!! haha.....hey hey i know there are ppl who have more than me but wat the hell......who cares man!!! i just happy tt i have this much!!!.......trust me u can sit beside it for one whole and not finishing everything whahhahaa.......and this is only 3/4 of collection cos my cam cannot capture the whole thing so......whahha......but trust me.....keeping bks is a pain in the a$$......cos u need to prevent moisture and my house is just directly opposite a reservoir!!!!! whahaha......but who cares man............take note of a little 'thirsty hippo' ......hahhaa.......my best partner in keeping my bks moisture free.......and i need to change almost once every fornight and i put 2 inside this BIG cupboard to is lyk once a week lor......which increase my output in maintainace......haiz........and still inputting more bks........damn i am addicted liao......still wondering how am i going to cope with this and my gundam figurings......hahhaa........but again wat the heck.....things will just turn out as it will be anyway............so y bother man!!!!!! just enjoy my collection.....whahaha............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My first but belated post....

2006-07-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

hmm....this is not really my first post cos i had a blog in friendster but it is not as good as here so i decided to transfer my last post here. i wrote those on my ORD date so enjoy!!!!! Just came back from my NUS freshman Orientation camp.....want to write on tt but it would be better if i write tt AFTER i get the pics from my friends.......so look forward to it!!!!...TRUST ME it is going to be VERY INTERSTING!!!! whahahaha *evil grin*

woohooooooooo.....................i finally ORDed a few weeks ago on the 16th june..........hahaha.........finally i am officially Mr Lo instead of CPL Lo.....a lot have happened while i was clearing leave but really lazy to come here and type....heehee......and since today i wasnt able to watch world cup ( BCOS I DUN HAVE CABLE AND I CANT RECEIVE INDONESIA CHANNEL AND THE MALAYSIA CHANNEL IS NOT SHOWING EVERY MATCH!!!!!!!! ) i decided to vent out my frustration by writing here...arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
first thing.....toking abt it makes me feels damn frustrated.........i spent almost a mth on my bloody com bcos something happen to it........how it starts???......let see.....oh.....it was lyk this.....my bro's friend downloaded some chinese drama from dun know where and gave my bro which i copied it into my com.....and u think it is the prob??....haha...NO!!.....this files are good....its was when i tried to connect my CPU to my tv tt cause my com to go haywired!!!!i cant enter windows and i cannot even backup my data!!!.....at first i was....WAT THE BLOODY (*&%^(*&^!!!!!!!!.....and bcos the cable is connected to my graphics card, i thought it is my graphics card which cause the prob but NO!! again.....cos i can still use it perfectly fine.....ok......then i decided to use my win xp cd-rom to test my OS and it detects no OS!!!!!!!!.......&%#$&*()!!!!!.......how could tt be!!!!......so i assume tt my motherboard got prob and had no choice but to sacrifice my datas in it.....which includes pics of my friends, some animes, and all my games!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrr......oh well.....luckily i got backup all my others animes and movies......so it was not tt bad though....i refomatted my com and everything seems to go smoothly until........my hard drive failed to completely reformat and my bios read S.M.A.R.T bad status for my hard drive......holy &^$%(&*!!!......i had no choice but to use another old hard drive to try again......and everything seems to go fine.......i update my com everything........and it was somehow going smoothly......just as i was thinking eveything is fine.......window crash again when i tried to connect to the tv again........&%(*&(!!!......i keep thinking was is causing the prob........and i have to do everthing again!!!!........and when i refomat it, this time this hard drive also gena S.M.A.R.T bad status!!!!!!!!!!.......arrrrrrr.......i thought 'how could it be???' dun tell me its the connecting to tv which is causing the prob.......but my graphics card is compatible!!!!......i had no choice but to get a new hard drive.......so i went to sim lim to get one.........and they are short of 80GB IDE hard drive which i ususally use........so i was thinking......since my motherboard support SATA, might as well take this opportunity to try SATA.....just as i was enjoying trying something new.......prob arise.......this SATA hard drive cannot install OS in it!!!!......holy holy damn bloody *&%(*&!!!!.......so i thought......this time it really must be the motherboard prob cos my friends leroy and ericsson gave me this suggestion.......so i had no choice again but to call up the motherboard company and ask for advice and they ask me to bring my CPU down.....ok so i brought my near 10kg CPU down and they told me tt the motherboard has no prb and it seems tt it is my hard drive which is the prob.........haizzzzz.........ok since i got an experience of getting a faulty new hard drive.....i thought tt it is just my luck again to get a faulty one ( i always have bad luck in buying things..>_< ) ....so i go down to sim lim and ask them to check on the hard drive, guess wat......they said my hard drive got no prob!!!!!!!ok now i am REALLY confused.....this is wat i hate......this side say no prob, tt side also say no prob.....and i make the bloody trip for dun know wat......if not for my yrs of 'ren nai' experience......i would have create a havoc ard me......so i make a trip down to the motherboard company again.....with my HEAVY CPU.....and this time......they found out tt it is my motherboard being created with a little bit of prob......it is not totally SATA compatible......so i need a card to link it.........and the card cost a bloody damn 30bucks!!!!!!!!!!!!.........just as i thought things might finally go smoothly........the bios could not detect the card i bought.......and only can be detected in a windows........holy &^$(&(!!!!!!!!.......tt means i need to get a new hard drive!!!.......and this time i MUST get an IDE one........wat the heck man......of all motherboard i got one which is SATA unstable NFORCE 3 card.......haizz......and worse i am already clearing leave so no allowance from my mom......and i have spent everthing from tt last hard drive......no choice i had to borrow from my bro......hahha.....frankly speaking.......it is not totally borrowing......cos he also use the com so i 'threaten' him to comtribute to fixing the com or he will have no games or internet for an unknown amount of time.......*evil laugh*.....and so finally and really finally.....my com is fixed!!!!!and guess wat......i boldly tried to connect to my tv again......gambling for all i've got......and.......nothing happen!!!... i said it again.....NOTHING HAPPENED!!!!!......so wat cause my 2 hard drive to die???........IT IS A MYSTERY!!!!!
ok......enough of my fixing com experience.....recently i just found out.....while clearly leave......i spent almost 40% of my allowance on bus fare!!!!!!! god damn it!!!! i finally realize and got a taste of how high the fares had gone up......and i saw a drawing from an artist at the SAM (Singapore Art Museum) which reflects on the high fares in singapore.......the 'bloody' background of a pics of diff transport in singapore......too bad i cant take a pics of it........hahaha maybe anyone interested can go and take a look.......since its free!!!!!.......ok...and due to the high transport fares....i decided to cycle to my destination since i usually only go ard the east area.......and i really meet with a few fun and dreadful incidents......and trust me......cycling is much more fun and healthier.......u might think it took longer time but think again.......how big is singapore man!!!!!!........if u take bus.....u need to wait and it will stop at every bus-stop......and it does not go to ur destination directly......so cycle will save travel time actually......and it keeps u fit, save u money, hey y not!!!!.......haha.....one thing is disadvantage though.......which is wat happened to me recently........i was returning home from playing soccer in the evening and it started raining cats and dogs!!!!!!!...........hahaha.......lucky for me is i didnt bring my handphone and wallet so i was sort of enjoying it.......whahahaha......have always dreamed to doing so.......and it was so fun!!!!!........to bad there is no one to enjoy with me.....esp a gal......ahahahah........well......chances will come.....dun they??........ok now is my bad and so far worst experience since i started cycling ard......i was invited by wai hoh, my camp buddy, to skate at the carpark near his house and since he lived in sengkang i decided to cycle there.....which i checked in the Singapore Street Directory is ard 10++km.......and well......it took ard 1.5hrs to reach there.......haha....its long???......nope.....becos i when to the wrongly road!!!.....hahaha......which i usually do......and guess wat.....even with a map!!!!.....hahaha.....blur blur me......but this is not the bad experience i toking abt.......bcos i just started cycling not tt long ago.......after cycling for 10++km.....my legs sort of start soring and sign of clamp was showing.......but wat can u do??.....u need to cycle back right??........and wai hoh, who always have ideas, good, bad, evil, u name it he got it..........hahaha......and so he told me abt this short-cut........by cycling at the grass patch beside TPE......yes beside an expressway but NOT on it......so i was thinking........ok....i sort of tired so taking a short cut shd not be a prob and since it link to tampines which i am going next to get some stuff.......i decided to take it even though he warned me it might be tough.....but wai hoh always exaggerate stuff to i bet i could handle it........and.......this is where hell come......the road is REALLY REALLY and i REALLY MEAN TOUGH!!!! hahaha.......i was half-dead by the time i reach tampines.....and i literally mean HALF-DEAD!!!!!......i looked lyk someone who came out from a jungle after a mth!!!!!!!!! ....and i cant move my legs the following day......!!!!.....hahaha.....but the experience was fun though.........i recommend u guys to try it!!!........ITS FUN!!!
ok......this is the last thing happen to me so far which worth writing cos most of the time i am fixing my bloody com!!!!! and slaking at home since i cant find a job yet.......hahahaha.......i went to Singapore Art Museum as i said earlier.....and yes i went there myself cos i cant find anyone to go with me.......and also becos it is sth related to me only so my friends are not tt interested.......as many of my friends might know i am going to NUS Archihtecture (it is actually written in my friendster acc!!!!) and my seniors from yr one last yr are having their first exhibition on their projects.......it is the first time tt they are allowing first yr students to display their projects.....so i went there to take a look at their work.......and also to have a mental preparation of wat is going to be installed for me in my uni life.......as many of my friends see me as a science students and a maths freak.......many and actually none expect me to take up an art course in uni......well........architecture is not totally arts and i have always wanting to bring science out of only facts and calculation which i have been doing for the past sch life......i want to understand arts and learn to express my thoughts and feeling through visual arts and not language.....hahaha.....partly becos my lang suck......as u can see from my blog......and so architecture fits my description of wat i wanna do.......even though i heard tt i is a VERY VERY tough course....i wanna try it.....u wont know until u try.....will u??.......hahaha.......so i took the course and went to take a look at the exhibits.......and u know wat??!!........holy *&%&(*!!!!!.......my seniors are so damn good!!!......it sort of gave ma a deep impact, a hard blow to my confidence.......their standard are MUCH MUCH better than i expect!!!!! i keep wondering......would i be able to do tt??!!!!......but the more i look at those exhibits......the more i wanna make one of my own......one which belongs to my own style......hahaha.....which inspire me more to take up this course........hahaha i would upload some pics to let u guys take a look.......maybe u will also be astonished by it......ahhaha.......i cant upload eveything cos the file would be too big but hope u guys can just take a look at my seniors work......and some are from the NUS lecturer too....not forgetting tt......haha.....though i forgot the name....again.....hahaha......